You took my breath away You made my heart race so fast I thought it might stop I told myself I didn't want to love anyone I had seen what love can do But your beautiful brown eyes drew me in Your sweet words blinded me from your real intentions The first time you touched me you turned me into your slave People had only ever touched me out of hate But you were showing me tender love I trusted you, loved you, wanted you But something changed Of course life could never be perfect You were angry with me all the time Why could I never make you happy? I wanted to give the world to you To show you how much I adored you But you closed yourself off from me all the time I tried not to worry, not to suspect you of devious actions But I think I knew who you truly were all along But you always came back and so did I I tried to please you by not stopping you when your hand slipped between my legs that night Even though you knew I didn't want it That was the first night you bit me Said it turned you on Though I never told you, it turned me on too But you always went too far Pushing me to places I never wanted to go, wasn't ready to go If I told you to stop, you left bruises on my skin No one should tell you what to do and I had to learn my lesson, didn't I? You never apologized when you let your anger get the best of you Never even held me while I cried So why did I go back? Why did I always forgive you? Why did you let me? How could you hurt an innocent girl who was too young to understand how you were deceiving her? Nevertheless, you eventually gave up on me I wanted to hate you but still I couldn't You came back to explain yourself Told me you no longer loved me like you used to You told me things could never be the same But what even went wrong? You couldn't even tell me You made your best friend do it Turns out we were living a lie There was a bet between you and your friends and I was a part of it Who would lose their virginity first? Definitely not you because we never went that far But somehow you did win Multiple times With multiple different girls Did they love you too? Did they give you everything you had hoped for? Everything I couldn't give you?