I want to yell across the entire universe, about how close my heart is at exploding from the constant pressure, caused by indestructible demons. Demons that dance to the symphony of my broken dreams.
But if I really got the chance to speak up my mind, I'd rather sew up my lips so no pitiful words of hope can interfere with the reality that kicked me down in the first place.
Having someone to care seems more scary than the endless hole I'm falling through; My last cry for help is now dying in my throat, mingled with the other unspoken opportunities of a better life.
I finally got some time to write and get some feelings off my chest. It feels good.