Coffee ........ Too hot?

Things not to say when feeling poetic!

I need it to be blown upon by 13 fair maidens!

So wrong!

***** ........ From Prophetic .... to Poetic .... to Apathetic .... to Pathetic ....to Drunk .... to too drunk.

Stop staring over those green dreaming hills

Stop searching far into the distance and wanting, wishing for that special something!

Stop hunting for the unobtainable

The impossible
The elusive
The perfect one?

Look around you and focus

Look beside you and see

Look ...... Just look.

They are here

They are yours .......

They are Now ........ And they will always be.

Please ...... You only have to LOOK.......

I don't look at everything I see

I don't see everything I look at

I don't Listen to everything I hear

I don't hear everything I listen too.

To be drunk on love
Is to be glorious in feelings so high
that one can reach them with a whisper

To be drunk on life
Is to be joyous with all that you have all that you are
And all you are not

To be drunk on drink
Is to be wary at what you say and do
And if not suffer the consequences.

Twenty years of saying ... I love you
Meaning every word.
One day you turn and say in a cold heartless way
Sorry, I don't anymore!

Plumitting .... falling .... scrabbling .... clutching into an emptiness of feelings and into
a void so deep you feel you could fall for ever, for always, for eternity.....
A plunge into nothingness ........ for hours, for days, for months and even for years ....

THEN .....

What was that?
Something  touches, brushes you briefly.
Something physical .....
A leaf, a twig?
No ...... a branch to grab hold of ....... ?
A tree? No a hand?..............
No, A heart!

A heart?
A new heart has hold of you and suddenly
It stops your hopeless silent fall
It's true ...... You can love and be loved again.

I love you ......
And I mean every word.

To be drunk on *****
Now there's a thing!
Dance and laugh and wobble and sing.
Loud man too loud. Sorry pardon me I didn't mean....
Whoa, not another? Oh alright, I have all of the night to recover
Must remember have to work tomorrow....... Excuse me!
What's your name? You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen
Would you like a sausage for breakfast? Sorry what d.yer mean?
I'm not sure where that is actually....... Women! Love em!
I think I need the loo. NO! I'm not drunk, just happy! Happy to be
Merry! Merry.......yea ....... Hey you......lovely woman at bar
Will you merry me! Hahahahahahahahah!
Think I'd better go.......could someone help me plleeeeaasse?
Too much I think? ........goodnight?