Someday,
I'll be a wife.
It's hard to imagine but
the future's just right there.

I can't bring myself to think that
there would actually be a man
to put up with me
in everything I do.

One day,
we would probably be at home,
watching TV on our lazy *****,
enjoying mugs of coffee
and probably keeping watch on our child.
(I can't even imagine having a child.)
Take care of each other,
give kisses to the other,
and say our "I love you's".

It makes me think of
how precious that future
would be.

It's scary,
thinking about the future.
But thoughts like these,
well, these are the bright ones
that plaster a smile on my face.

Seeking your face
And looking away
When I dare try to catch you
I've been like this
For quite a long time now
Alas my courage
I walked towards you but
In a miserable state
I become to face you
Stiffness and awkwardness
Is what I get
But still
You smile at me
And I feel that
Hope is still clinging on to me

A space in my mind
is kept for you.
These thoughts in my head
I wish to come true.
But reality strikes.
In my dreams you stay.
These fantasies of mine
just won't come today.