here you go again
the hurt you've caused me

the pain i felt, the scars you helped me create.
the tears you've made me spill.

has it all been worth it?

why me? why myself?
why did you hurt me?

are you happy now, are you proud?

do you even care if i live or i die?
would you even care?

cause this time its for real
im not gonna lie

todays gonna be the day i'll die.

i wake up just like every other day
with a fake smile on my face

trying to brighten other peoples day

but at night i hide and cry
with no one knowing im already dry

let me die let me die let me die

pain, pain and more pain collapses above me
waiting to break me apart

just a little more pain
i'll be shattered like
a broken glass.

never say i love you
if you dont really care

never talk about feeling
if you dont feel anything

never ever hold my hands
if you're gonna break my heart

never look into my eyes
if you're just gonna lie

never say hi
if you really mean is goodbye

if you really mean forever
then say you will try

never say forever
cause forever makes me cry

don't you know im in tears
cause when i think about losing you, im in fear
but what did you do?
you tore me apart
and never fixed my heart
how could you do that?
just because you can't manage miles
dont you realize im already broken
its like my life is ruin
but what can i do?
i just have to keep smiling
because one smile
can hide a million tears.

im drowning

in the waves

that you

created.

you asked me
"what's wrong"
i smiled and i said
"nothing"

i turned around and whispered
**"everything"

im not really running away from you,
infact im slowly walking,
but it kills me seeing you
not caring at all.