you're afraid of the dark?
no, you're just worried cause you can't see anything.

you're afraid of heights?
no you just don't wanna fall.

you're afraid to show him/her that you love him/her?
no, you just hate rejection.

you're afraid of love?
no, you just hate the fact that sooner or later they'll leave.

you're afraid to let go?
no, you just hate the fact that he is gone.

you're afraid to try again?
no, you're afraid to make the same mistake twice.

you're afraid?
no you are not.
you're doubting, but *you're not afraid.

i am surprised
because there's something in your eyes
that made me realized
that i want to hold you in my arms
and keep you out of harm

i dont wanna rush
so i wont tell you you're my crush
but cant you see the way i blush?

i get so weak
whenever you start to speak

hey i wanna tell you that
whenever i look into your eyes
i get **butterflies

i was so depressed the past few days, and he talked to me, i started feeling this weird butterflies again, tell me, why does he affect me like this?
now this is what im talking about, everyone is like, hes not the right guy for you. Can i just fall for him, and can he just fall for me too? i mean, thats better right? i will love him as much as he loves her, because right now, hes just proving me that he really is the wrong guy, but i cant help it.

you know why some people are mean?

because thats a way for them to not be heart broken.

to act like they dont have one.

this morning
me and my friends were doing something cool
yeah. lets just say its cool, even tho its for fools.
feet over thighs
i cant do it, because my thighs are big.
i just wanna get a tie and simply **** myself
and then ask my friends to dig
a hole for me, so they can now bury me,
maybe alive could do.
no one would mind after all,
and then we heard a call
screaming "hey! you might fall"
oh yea, im standing here near the wall
in front of me is a giant hole.
should i jump down and die?
or should i *carry on and try?

don't promise if you won't do
don't act like you have a clue
don't talk if you're not gonna listen
don't walk if you start running
don't go get a *rope
don't ever lose *hope

this is not a perfect world, so why lie?
but just one thing, you have to *carry on and try.

my life was hell
theres no way i would tell.
i pick up the knife
thinking about ending my life.
i mean, whats the use
im confused
pain
hopelessness
blood
i put the knife to my arm
thinking of doing any harm
i could end my life now
so im thinking of ways how.