Do you always feel the words you write or always write the words you feel?
Not such a simple question at all, is it?
If you'd go through your poems again at different points of time or different phases of life, you may feel differently about it.
To quote Led Zeppelin's Stairway To Heaven -
"There's a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings"
So, how do you feel now?