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Olga Valerevna Jan 2017
a man who has lost
full use of his legs
must find his whole body
inside of his head
to walk in a dream
is to hope when he wakes
he won't have to die
in a bed he can't make
remember the crutches,
the heart and the soul
the power of Truth
against arms growing old
"you're only the father of what you can bear,"
she told him in secret when he wasn't there
Jesus said to him, “Rise, take up your bed and walk.” John 5:8 NKJV
Olga Valerevna Jan 2017
"you can do what you want with my body"
she said with his hands at her throat
"oh but you cannot touch what is spirit,"
"my life is not yours to be owned"*
all the time it has taken to speak up
and show you the woman I be
has been counted itself a commission
for everything you didn't seek
I will love you today and tomorrow
and look at the past without fear
rebuking the source of your anger
with all that I have while I'm here
see, my mother and father are with me
in Truth and in Spirit and flesh
and today I am stronger than ever
for you and for me and for them
out of darkness into light
Olga Valerevna Dec 2016
I spend my time meandering the halls of other lives
and yield with some discretion to the questions, "how and why"
although my understanding may be limited somehow
I'm not afraid to fall apart in someone else's now
my blood is made of seekers who have tasted life and death
and fervently laid doubt as bare as every single breath
"my hands are still in working," said a voice I came to know
a part of me as much as every petal on a rose
I bloom inside a garden that the sun will never leave
I'm here until this world is not the place I'm meant to be
where the sun will rest but always rise
Olga Valerevna Dec 2016
Exists a place inside you and the name of it is Home
And every time you walk away you'll always feel alone
It takes a single step in vain to crucify the Truth
But all the same to stand beside the Hope it has for you
So drink The Tree of Knowledge and reflect on what it's done
Then bury all the poison it injects in everyone
Deliver cups of water from the roots it once ordained
And for the sake of saving cling to every single day
The sun continues rising and the moon remains in tact
As stars proclaim the victories in every second passed
While Death has spread a fever 'cross the bones of man in flesh
Eternal Life has poured itself on souls of man instead
Acts 4:32-36
Olga Valerevna Dec 2016
I've kept you at the top every heartbeat that I have
and every time I breathe again I wander through our past
I never had to dream when you were holding onto me
but now that you're away my body only chases sleep
I see you with the eyes I cannot close to everything
this world is not the same without the songs you love to sing
I owe you something made of Truth the same you made for us
a token of my gratitude that cannot be undone
my mother always told me, "hope's the last to die my dear"
so I will wait forever with the hope you'll find me here
"We could live off nothing."
Olga Valerevna Dec 2016
when everything that follows you has brought you to your knees
surrender offers, there and then, the peace you chose t
o* seek
and in the arms of Truth you'll learn to see yourself again
the way you were when time was breath you counted as a friend
when every conversation fed some life into your bones
and ended with goodbyes that said, "you'll never walk alone"
before the water's yellowed drink for everybody's sake
and pour your sober thoughts upon the mothers wide awake
remember every nightmare and remember every dream
you're given life and death the same, to live or never be
one the other.
Olga Valerevna Dec 2016
our ladders aren't made of
other people that we climb
the ones we like to bury
with the passing of the time
we play with all their thoughts
like an entitlement we own
and make ourselves the thieves
of any chance of letting go
I know we're only human
but we're capable of more
than holding onto to tragedies
some other people wore
your skin is only loyal
if you choose to give it up
to everything you cannot see
but blindly choose to love
mother.
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