It disappears and then it shall return
Each time it is leaving a new harsh burn
Leaving me a brand new lesson to learn
As the pages of life continue to turn
It's been 126 days since the disappear
Happiness doesn't seem to come back
Happiness came to me this past year
A year ago on this day, I left the black
It seemed to stick around for a long while
Until it left 126 days ago, not being the same
It has left me lonely, depressed and in denial
And I do not have anything still to blame
Because I can't control my own destiny
But I can control how free I shall always be
I should always be happy with what I have
It's friends and family that make you laugh
Being with those are close is good enough
Especially when times turn and become rough
I don't know when happiness shall return
One thing from this experience I will learn
Is that you can't depend on one human being
If you depend on only one, you end bleeding
Because your mind and heart will quickly break
And you'll eventually have way to much to take
You will think there is nothing left in your life
But I learned you need to fight through strife
Because you only grow stronger every day
With time, life will be easier in every way
Just try to remain in your one happy place
Take your time walking through life's race
It's been 126 days since my ex-girlfriend broke up with me and a year ago from today was when we got together