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NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
like the wind in summer
its faint blew dry in this heart
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
Is that what is called failed?
my heart screamed loudly and shook the contents of my body.
already ... everything is useless.
my lips chattered softly.
I want to run away.
Where? but don't know the direction.
if gratitude is not enthroned in this self
already ... be patient! ... my other side is sticking out ...
just pretend I'm tough ...
in front of them ... my dear ones.
hope and prayer are clear. weeding my fear.
yeah i'm scared ..
make them sad.
but again ... already.
they just told me to be grateful ...
make it elegy
but tomorrow must be radiant
NURUL AMALIA Dec 2018
dibanding memperdulikan betapa rindunya aku
kamu lebih baik mengurus dirimu
aku akan urus urusanku perihal rasaku dan hatiku
aku harap kamu baik
NURUL AMALIA Dec 2018
seperti angin di musim panas
sayupnya menghempas kemarau didada ini
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
waktu tidak serta merta memberi salam maupun pamit
ia berjalan saja mengikuti poros
dan terkadang aku tak merasanya
cepat..
kemarin rasanya aku baru akrab denganmu, setalah kebungkaman yang berbicara menahun
aku hanya bisa tertawa, jika aku ingat dulu.
kamu dan aku kemudian dibawa waktu untuk saling bicara untuk pertama kali
sebenernya aku dipaksa karena aku membutuhkan bantuanmu
aku memanfaatmu..agar kita dekat mungkin itulah cara-Nya
maaf..
sampailah kita diakhir studi kuliah
topi bertali dan jubah sudah mantap kita kenakan
tapi dihari itu aku tak melihatmu
mauku melihatmu dengan jas hitam dan kemeja merah mudamu yang manis
tapi aku senang.
semoga kamu gapai maumu selalu
dan selamat.. aku masih merepotkanmu hingga detik ini
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
lalu aku perlahan berjalan menjauh
mencoba menjarak pada sepotong hati yang membiru
luka tak pandang bulu, tak pandang rupa atau apapun
sempat aku titipkan sepenuh hatiku
kudapati sekarang tak berupa
aku tak cukup mau untuk berlari
sebentar..aku hanya ingin memastikan hatiku kembali baik
ku tahu kamu tak sengaja
membuat hatiku jatuh lalu memar
sakit memang.. tapi lebih sakit jika aku tidak mencinta lagi
karena aku percaya, hatimu baik..
30 November 2018 20.37
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
I'm not Cinderella, who came to the party and met the prince because I didn't have those glass shoes
or being Ariel, exchanging the beautiful tail with feet for a man from another world
Aurora fell asleep long enough, then love came from a prince with a kiss, could it be?
then, should I become Snow White who was poisoned by an apple then fell asleep and the prince came just to be able to see me every day. No
could I have to meet an unlovely and cursed prince like Belle, and love him sincerely?
but I can't like Elsa that freezes the human heart
because I am still need love like Jasmine from Aladdin, but I don't want to be a present
I might have to venture out across the vast ocean to find the lost, yes it's Moana
so I have to be brave and tough like Mulan about anything that will happen in reaching the dreams and love that might not be easy
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