I sit on my bed every night.
I look for a star to wish on, but not one is in sight.
So I try to sleep, but all I see is you.
I think to myself, is he feeling this too?
Instead, I sit around crying and being sad,
But before I go to sleep every night, I always smile
Because even though we didn't last long, it was worth the while.
You may not feel this feeling between us two,
But in the end you won't find anyone who loves you as much as I do.
I'll admit, I don't understand.
I put my faith in you
I ask myself why ?
Why won't he tell me goodbye?
I wish you would've told me from the start.
Because of you, now all I have left are the memories and a broken heart
I lust & love you
If , I ever get you back in my arms
I will never let you go Richard
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/6/2017
A poem I wrote for someone I still dearly love