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Nina Oct 2014
run                                                              ­                          gossip
               bang                                                             ­  stress
                        snort                             ­            loath
                                   starve                   hate
                                                 smoke
                                     purge                 steal
                          sleep                            ­            cheat
                 hit                                                              ­   gamble
     drink                                                            ­                            lie

                                ­              **Go Mad
bad day
Nina Oct 2014
I don't want to be
Just another hue
A pointless yellow
A sullen red
Or an achromatic painting
I don't want to be worth millions
Preferably
I want to be seen as art
An alluring item
In your eyes
Nina Oct 2014
the heaviness i feel
when we talk
the pressure on my shoulders
the constant voice in my head saying
"don’t do it, don’t fall in love"
i thought you were
my defender
you hauled me out from my dull life
and brought cloudless days
after a while
i assume you got bored
had enough of your "play toy"
and left
in the first few months
the atmosphere was ordinary
i think it was a couple weeks
until i finally realized
your image
disguise
charade
was just an illusion
you're actually gone
you're not who i believed to be
it'll never be the same
just another
-important-
segment of life
you cant stop a girl who loves  
*meant to be in lowercase
Nina Oct 2014
She smiles up;
At the wispy winds
The cleaver sky
And the beautiful daylight.
But when she sees those colors
Of ox blood, flaxen, and marigolds
She cant help but break into a broad grin
Points, marvels, and picks
But shudders when the chaotic winds,
The toxic sky,
And that cryptic night
Arrives.
She slowly walks away
Eyes stained,
Expressionless.
I had to. Thank you for the inspiration and gleaming in your eye.
Nina Oct 2014
Cloudiness of the mind
Is only an illusion
What you have created
Or the others that fill your thoughts
You scratch until you bleed
To rid yourself of these barbaric thoughts
You cannot stop them
And nor do you want to

— The End —