Its starting again
I can feel it wrapping to claws around me
Squeezing until I can't breathe
As oxygen escapes my lungs
I feel the world going dark around me
I can't move
I can't speak
I.Can't. Breathe.
Im falling into a pit of darkness
And no one can help
Because no one even knows
But it is happening again
And I fear that this time
This time when I hit the bottom
I won't be able to climb back out
This time,
The darkness will consume me.

If I could paint a picture,
    I would paint a picture of you.....

If I could write a book,
    I would write a book about you.....

If I could draw,
    I would draw a life with you....

If I called you on the phone,
     could you talk to me....

If I wrote you a letter,
     could you reply to me...

If I said I loved you,
     could you love me....

You had something to hide
You should have hidden it
Now you're not satisfied

It's now time to pay the price
For not listening to advice
Deciding in your youth

It used to be so civilised
You will always wonder how
If you'd only have lied

It's too late to change events
It's time to face the consequence
For delivering the proof

Never again is what you swore
Now you're standing there tongue tied
You'd better learn your lesson well

Hide what you have to hide
And tell what you have to tell
You'll see your problems multiplied

If you continually decide
To faithfully pursue

Know the
Policy of truth