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 Apr 2018 Naomi
Britni Ann
I did not say goodbye because I do not love you.
I love you more than I love myself.
I said goodbye because you did not see that I made myself into the moon, so you could shine as the sun and I'd...
just be your shadow.
But I am the sun.
And you are the moon.
It is time for me to shine.
 Apr 2018 Naomi
Britni Ann
A Note
 Apr 2018 Naomi
Britni Ann
You aren't here anymore
and it's tearing me apart.
You were the one who showed me my wings,
you gave me reasons to keep going.
You told me to keep writing.
So I will write for you.
Thank you
for showing me that I am worth saving.
My counselor past away last week and all I want to do is talk to her about my loss but I can't. She was so amazing and good to me.
 Apr 2018 Naomi
Britni Ann
Maybe I always try to reach out because
I still have a thread of hope that you’ll be there.
And that you’ve changed.
But your not.
And you don’t.
And I don’t think you ever will.
 Apr 2018 Naomi
Britni Ann
You tell me that I am beautiful.

I want so much to believe your words.

But when I look in the mirror, what I see is not beautiful.

I dismiss your words even though it hurts me.

There is a voice that tells me the exact opposite.

Most of the time the voice wins because it is louder.

It is so loud it hurts my ears and I cannot think.

You are the one I want to believe...

But I am unable too.
 Apr 2018 Naomi
Nimbus
I can no longer hide
My soul ignited

once disparaged
I long to share it

The chills in my spine put into words

Lips on skin
Eyes filled with sin

What is this sensation

I drip colors you cannot see

Heightening my passion
Enhancing my touch

Raw emotion channeled as such

My desire aches
The color of flush
My cage breaks
Expressions of lust

I do not fear it
I can hear you blush

My favorite sound

Our souls combust
My restless soul longs for something fulfilling

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