The kid within me screams
lets go out and play
The sun is out and its a beautiful day
again she screams lets play

I'm afraid I can't
I replied, i'm tired and done
I hope I can still rest while I can
I can feel it!  The regrets
the time
the second
the minute
the memories
of the past when I can just play
cause when I was young
I didn't care
about bruises and cuts
as long I have those long laughs

Now time is catching up
for I'm Tired and done
but I don't want to lose the fun
I hope I can still stand
cause I still have the kid in me
telling me to lets play
and run
Telling time you can't catch me.

Hi Im new to this
So let me start by
breathing in and breathing out

Hi! I'm afraid
oh no! I mean I'm scared
No I mean
I'm OKAY
I'm actually HAPPY
but the same time scared
and afraid
for I'm in doubt
without a doubt
or its also a doubt
that the future is uncertain
certainly that's certain
Double words
doubling the doubled
for my mind is in a split.
with double thoughts.

I wont shave
In 2 weeks
Make that
4
Or not shaving
Anymore.

Why wait for
November
When I can start now
And forever look like
A bearded cow.

My mind is clouded
And I'm dumbfounded
My hearts in doubt
My soul is in blue
My body still works
Cause the world
didn't cared
Dont have no clue

The world didn't
Stop when I was sad
Nor it slowed down
When I was Glad

Life continued,
It always will
Even if you're not well
Or what emotion
You're going to sell
It will carry on
Thats the truth

Its the reason of this mask
To carry on
Even if I'm like a robot
Busted and full of rust.

I will hug you
When your down
Will make you feel safe
To take away the frown
I will be gladly
Be your clown
Just to make that frown
Upside down.

I will not cry
I will hold onto my tears
Even if I'm swallowed by my fears
Promise I wont cry
Will keep this eyes dry


I will let you cry
In my arms tonight
Cause I know you lost
The will to fight
Will protect you from all of your fears
Just to make you smile
It will be worthwhile

I will do everything
And anything
I will fix you
Even though when your okay
You will not be mine

I will just watch you leave
With a smile
A smile
Thats holding my tears.