I have spent a lifetime
Healing the people that hurt me
In hopes that without their pain,
They will not need to inflict it,
My suffering should not be medicine,
My sadness should not be a cure,
Do not tell me I do too much,
I've scarred what you left bleeding.

I do not love what you do,
I cannot fall where you fall.
This is the fate of us,
To be together apart

To see you in all of your light,
Basking in this stolen warmth,
I wonder if I ever should have left,
If I'd have stayed planted,
Maybe I'd be with the sun now.

Collect your stardust,
Lay it beneath your feet,
Let me rise again,
Let me know love
Upon awakening,
Let me be loved,
Until I return to dust,
I will not be afraid,
To walk the Earth.

No one is good enough
Good enough died in 2019
I visit his grave sometimes
Before I visit you.

I can't ask you for the truth
In case you ask me for it too

Love is fickle,
I simply mean
That I only feel it,
When you're not being a piece of a ****.