I'm so not okay. stop forgetting all the nasty things you tell me, like "*******" or "selfish *****". I'm so not okay. my throat is dry because I can't cry and my stomach is sore because I can't eat. I'm so not okay. I want someone to love me, but the only thing I am to another is a *** toy. I'm so not okay. I'm an entire year behind in school and I have to fake being all right to make sure I finish all my classes before next year. I'm so not okay. maybe another bruise or another cut would make me okay.