Choke me till my throat breaks free
Cut me with a sharp blade on Eid
Hit me till my face goes numb
Here you go don't be stunned
Hold the gun
Now pull it! let me see the sun
Love me till there's no love left
**** me till there's no *** left
Help me draw the blood from my chest
I taste metal when i think of you
It tastes better when i'm with you
I feel so lonely when i'm not with you
Don't leave me on this planet alone
Feeling ****** up and so low
Take me to the moon with you,  
I love you, three simple words won't do it for you
I might of forgot to mention that
Now let me breath inside of you
Lets make a one inside of you
Let's love until ...
Until our love gets bored of us two
Give me your hand lets take it to the sky
Let's swallow, drink, **** and die

There was time my mind was yours,
But my heart is yours regardless,
The beats defined a music sheet and you played me like a harpist.

The score settled like rose petals in the essence of the tarnished
The stems remained like overtures,
And that's where it all started.

You blossomed in the minus key,
Your golden touch was midas
The treasure crept in semi clefts,
The breath I took was harnessed.

I played the jester to your beat
And bowed to you my highness.


You took my crown and held me down
The curtains closed in darkness.

I want you to teach me,
put the pencil in my hand and show me how to write.

Show me how to color the past instead of erasing it.

Teach me to love myself, In the way you love me.

Show me where I went wrong, then tell me to turn right.

Teach me smile more and cry a less.

Show me what I don't see,
Protect my eyes from what I shouldn't.

Make me laugh in the midst of my tears.

Teach me to forget why I was sad.

Show me how to conquer the pain.

Tell me what you want, and how you're gonna get it.

Show me why I should trust you,
Then,
teach me how.

Dear life,
...if you plan to burn me
Then please do so on a low flame
My dreams are made of glass
They might melt

Mr. Zeal
When I first met you
I asked you about changing my life around.
And you gave me two scriptures...
James 4:8 (In my own words) ''Come near to god
and he'll come near to you.'' &
John 3:16 ''For god so loved the world
that he gave his one and only son,
for those that believe shall not perish but have enternal life''
Those scriptures really spoke to me and touched me.
I really do believe that god sent you to me for a reason....

Elsa Angelica
When we first met I don't remember what was said
but I remember that I enjoyed talking to you...
When you got this new page
you messaged me and said ''Hey its Elsa. Did you get back with Arcassin?''
I said ''No. Why?''
And thats when you said ''Good, you deserve better.''
You realized that before I did
and you told me it.
Most people I know wouldn't have told me that....
So thank you for telling me
because I was blind to it (I guess you could say).

Wolf Spirit
When we first talked
UHH, I don't recall what we talked about
but I know that you have given me some great advice
Like about guys and how they (in my own words) will never grow up.  You was there when I realized that I was the one who still had feelings for....someone, and you helped me move on.
You always have helped me out when I needed help.
........................I have alot more things I wanna say about all of you guys but I don't really know how.
Thank you for always being there for me and helping me realize some things. I love all three of you.

Love is Square
it is equal in each corner

Jealously is Triangle
sharp in every edge

Longing is Round
endless