Scream in the air to not cry.
Stomach twists like tangled vines.
Tears rise but refuse fall.
Violent sobs shake my all.

Legs give out after a while.
Back slides against cold tile.
Of course I'm okay.
Can't you see?

I'm just okay.
And this isn't killing me.

Intelligence isn't based through an IQ score, nor through ones ability to count to ten.

Intelligence is based on an individual's ability to grasp a concept in an exceptional fashion.

Rather it be math, social skills or even ones ability to make others laugh. These all show an intellectual and subjective level of intelligence.

Although regularities may vary, the general outcome of one's ability to stabilize information is no different then those of a "higher" place.

"Everybody is a Genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid."

-Joseph B Schneider

You live in my head
Not under my bed

All of the things I didn't do
Manifests into you

Look into my hollow eyes
You will see a ghostly surprise

All and all
After fall
I should not feel a thing
At all

Silence is not keeping quiet
because you have nothing
to say...

Silence is having a lot
to say but no desire
to speak...

She stands idly by while they throw insults at me
Never did I know I cruel she could be
Oh ,now look ...she's laughing along
Not caring if what she does will hurt me for the long

She intentionally goes against my wishes and does it anyway
And I realize it was purposely aimed to achieve my decay
I am dying now because I thought I could trust
her
But never. Never did I know how much pain inside me she could muster

She ignores me when I need her ...when I'm feeling down
And I'm stuck here ,standing, looking pathetically at the ground
I thought she would stop .We agreed she would
But she just abandoned me because she always knew that she could

I always crawl back. I always forgive
But i can't do this anymore
Such a painful way to live
I've decide I'm done with her
Ive promised myself that its was over
If it keep putting myself through her games
I know there'll come a day I won't be able to recover