the night is swallowing me whole,
choking me down,
feeling my persistent tickle in the back of its throat
as i slip down the slide of stars into a sloppy, cold pit of deep violet
there are countless moons to choose from, and i'm told to take my pick
the one i choose is small and misshapen
something about it makes me feel at home
pools of starlight drench my feet and i fade into a gaseous state
my atoms mash into those of the atmosphere and the night finally releases me
the moon i have chosen for the night is smiling at me
a thank you shines on his lips,
and we both know we have each other to thank for our newfound freedom
the morning is coming too quickly
i'm not yet prepared for the goodbyes of my new light
i know he's just a liar, and the illumination he shares with me is recycled and stolen
but i fall in love so easily with the acts of deceit performed to win my approval