Tonight I am not in the mood to sing
I lost the interest for now
Where are the words I need
Where are the tunes I love
They were gone
And if ever they echo back
Somewhere at the window of my soul
I may no longer hear them
As the melody I used to sing

So tonight there will be no song to sing
I will just lay down to rest
And hear your voice
The records I keep for years
They are the ones that never fade
Here in my heart.

My God I am blind for I look, but do not see
Change my heart Oh God won’t you change me?
I trust in your goodness in your most sacred heart
I pray Lord for wisdom and not simply smarts
I pray for your peace and strength in my day
I pray for the light to guide my steps along the way
I pray for your protection against my foes seen and unseen
I pray for a greater understanding of what my life means
I pray for direction and I ask for your blessing
I pray for peace and for less stressing
I love you Lord for your ways and right and just
Lord I trust you, help me ever more to trust
For the storms of life may rage for a time
But even in the storms you tell me “You are mine”
The sun will shine again and in the sky a rainbow fills
Showing us you love us now and you always will
So in your arms I’ll safely rest
For God is Father and Father knows best

What’s
    
          The
Deal
          
          With  the airlines
  
Mid-air  Snacks ?

          It always
Reminds
          Me
Of  the girl
Next door

          Where
         Firstly
In early morning
Where all the young
Hearts around the
Neighborhood knows

           The
Exactly time
She would be
Coming out
For her morning jogs

             Like a hawk
In the sky awaits
        Its pray

Like the bumblebees
      Waiting for spring

   Like the black bears
           Hibernating
             Dreaming
                 Of
her sweet seducing lips
                      I bet
             Taste just like honey

    Like that *******
        I once had
     Dreaming of exploring
   Her seductive body

          In my inappropriate
               Thoughts

I can almost taste
          The
       Paradise

   Desperately in need
                 Of
       Conquering her heart
          And rumple her sheets
                             I
            can almost guarantee
                  To be a lot more
              Delicious than her
             Favorite candies
                  
                  Lol
              
Butterfl­ies in the
      Stomach
Couldn’t dream
          Of any
        Other girls
            To help Bring
The animal out of me

          Anyway
I was always there
      To capture the moment
                Yoga pants
Embrace her body
     So perfectly delicious
Where all curves
Screaming out loud
For attention

       Without
A doubt
           She never disappoints
            
            Except
few hours later
       Just to be picked up
              By that fine looking
        College boy
Driving
    His
drop top Benz

              At
that moment
    Painfully, we all knew
     There wasn’t
One threaded chance
          Of  Us
Feeding the beast

          What
a freaking tease
A bag of chips
and a soda
       Always
     Reminds me
of the girl next door

            Just
Enough to get
me exited
But Never
Enough
To completely satisfy
            My hunger.

Do
                                       Not
                                       Let
                                 Yesterday
                                       Use
                                       Up
                                       Too
                                      Much
                  ­                      Of
                                     Today