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Mermaid Jun 2013
I would like to discuss ...
- space - breath -
with myself
- space - smile -
what is poetry
for me and what
for you it could be?
This is not poem,
but a column, just
with you and me -

for me - poetry is
not a competition,
smiles or pictures
or reviews, or
sweet compliments
for your pen skills...
Poetry as i see and feel-
is a pure pleasure to write
and to live in this verses,
poetry is essence and sense
of life, it is philosophy and
deep understanding of
eternity of soul, and
could be more -most of all
poetry is Love for world,
for God and human beings,
it's sensual, or calm, streaming
in the high or law spaces,
but always in the turn of time,
poetry is Eternity of your eyes
and sound, melody of the past,
present and future, mixed
with you own heart.

-nour-
June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
All I want to determine, to think out, is your perception about Purity and cleanness.
You could find so little written about them, even they should be most important part in someones life. Purity has many levels of existence :

- Purity of heart
- Purity of mind
- Purity of body
- purity of spirit
- Pure aura/ energy

As we can see they are all connected. Nowadays everyone want to be "pure" in one of these levels, but rarely someone think about all of them, as constant essence. You can't have so high level of purity of mind, heart and spirit, if you allow yourself to have any kind of "uncleanness" of body. That doesn't mean to not "take shower", even that is something too simple, missing from some part of humans...But it means - realize what harms your body and avoid it! For example smoking and alcohol and drugs, they all harm your entire body energy, that why if you want to be pure from outside, be pure also from inside! The sinful thoughts are also included, they can be avoid by participating in right and good activities, which decline your mind of them...For example, we cant expect from one smoker, or alcohol addicted person, to have full image of "good and bad" means "right and wrong" actions. What we see many times, is not what is the essence. We can see a beautiful woman, but she is nothing, if she is not pure inside. The energy of harm affect all parts, and one day she will wake up as a little monster...If she allows the evil to grow inside her. It's about all kind of restrictions - from harmful action.

- nour-
June-013
my thoughts
Mermaid Jul 2013
In the second part of my thoughts about Purity,  would like to observe the different stages and levels of Purity. I accept the statement, that here "in this world" we can't be "perfectly pure", but also we should clarify what to understand under term "pure". We can't aim something impossible to achieve, but we can observe simple rules and make definition of "pure". Of course anyone can be "pure" person, if he want that, and it's not hard to be achieved.  Purity does not mean to be "perfect". The fact that we are all in our human body and "here" means automatically that we are not perfect. It doesn't mean we can't be pure. Now I'll determine what i mean with that. First of all, all people are born "pure" or as some kind of "tabula raza" (clear table) and the different circumstances, the different social level and the different connection with God/ or with self-consciousness make them go to a different path. We know very well that children are "innocent" and pure, they are not guilty as far as they are not able to show and express their real "self". they are in stage of innocence, but not of wisdom - which is the choice of will. (Swedenborg *). They are example of purity of heart - they talk and act from inside without any hidden intentions, or if they seem to have any, it's just by "outside" character. They have strong intuition an ability to feel the others heart. That all qualities of children we try to achieve again in our parts of life. What we have to learn and achieve is "how" to be pure. Even it's easy, it requires qualities and patience, and on the first place "will".

I. - Purity of heart :
How to achieve purity of heart? There are several rules you should observe, if you want to have pure heart. First of all the heart is center of the body, it's connected with our emotions, feelings and provides blood to all body. The heart represents actually:
1. truth (to be connected to the truth. Try to always speak out your real mind, show your real self)
2. love (have pure love to others - as first christian principle!) love others and love God
3. believe (when you believe without to want proof, that is the true faith) Believe in yourself and others.
4. God (connection with God, represented by prayer)
5. forgiveness (learn how to forgive and do not seek for revenge! that makes your heart pure of evil feelings) We can conclude the 5 principles inside the understanding of "purity of heart". They are well known and widely spread in all religious principles of Christianity, Islam, Buddhism. First of all, never conceal the truth, which you know, means do not tell lies, no matter if that will harm others or not. Truth is the first step to purity. If you feel very hard to say the truth, as you feel you are harming another, you should first heal your heart, and see that truth never can harm. You should say the truth about others too, if anyone has their "own truth", be aware that the truth of God is one, and he can see any moment your spiritual body. If you know something, which is harmful for anyone, so you don't want to say it, that will cause problems later in your life, for your health -your heart or your throat will suffer, or to the same person you wanted to "protect". In all religions the truth is one of the basis for good life. Do not hide your real face, as that is also equal to lie.
2. Love to others means - do not harm others, do not ****, do not make suicide, do not harm anyone's body or soul -by words or physically. Any human has right and it's here because of God's willing! If you take life for anyone on the planet -no matter the reasons, you play like "God", and that will send you to the bad end and out of spirit. It will remove from you all power. That is one of the biggest sin. You can not play to be God, and all his power will return to you, as there is justice but in "Spiritual" world. Don't seek complete justice on earth. There is not how it works - as all we are in the test, while we live. Can the teacher give all answers for the students, while they are in exam? of course no, but teacher can help for some willing students with clues. So the second principle for pure heart is "love the other - your fellow as yourself. - (as Jesus said) It's really hard to achieve, but if you do, you will be rewarded , because that is the real love. and not egoistic love. When you love your fellow, you allow all negative feelings to "him" and connected to world to flow away from your heart, do not allow anger to possess you, or any negative feeling, as they make your heart "unclean" for a long time. Also it's not good to hide your bad feelings inside, as they will harm you again and again. Release them forever.
3. Believe in God, trust others, and don't be very doubtful, because that will also harm your heart only. The one who really believe- as the most simple and ignorant people - so he is really pure in heart. So try to not be suspicious too much, and doubt in case that is the normal reaction. Of course it doesnt mean to believe in "any craziness' or fantasy, it means simply to choose to "believe" if you have this choice! for example there are many stories of jealousy, burning the heart of someone, when he reach to this point to **** or harm his beloved, and after that the truth reveal he didn't have reason to doubt. But so he lost all!
4. God = faith in God. that is a basis in any religion, and that is how people, who believe get strength from the source. Prayer is the most beneficial and fast way to God, and the only practice to purify your heart. If you do not believe in any God, that doesnt mean you can't pray inside yourself, or to find way to heal your heart. Anyone can find the way for himself. The prayer is the most intimate relation of human with God. - and also with the higher-self and with his pure heart. that how the prayer makes you pure. (if you want to achieve results pray at least 3 times a day, it maybe short prayers inside you, but from heart.)
5. Forgiveness - it includes all above elements of the "pure heart" - truth, love, believe, faith, but also allow your heart to pour out the bad feeling of "revenge", anger, sorrow, impatience, egoism. We should avoid all this feelings and claim them as source of bad energy. If you are "in fire" or in argument with someone, if you have different views, opinions and directions in life, dont allow anger to possess you, as then you are the one who fall in trap. If you are sad from anything, dont allow your heart to be fully in sorrow ,as that is harming you. If you need something fast and your desire is good, dont allow yourself to be impatient, as that will harm your heart. All these feelings are mentioned because of forgiveness. No matter what, you have to forgive others, if they ask for that! if they dont ask, so forgive them inside yourself, because that how your heart will be clean from the evil. If they don't want to forgive you, then their heart will suffer, and it's unfortunate.

observe all this principles, and you'll have the first basic step for "pure heart". Speak always the truth, that will make you happy and confident, don't hide your real face, will release you from the fear, Love your fellow, will make you more open-minded, believe and have faith in God, the prayer will strengthen your heart connection and make you free of bad feelings, be forgiving, don't keep the bad emotions inside you, pour out of your heart anything not necessary for it. In this way you will be very near to be pure!

-nour-
July-013

Copyright © Nina Nour
not a poem ~
Mermaid Nov 2012
Angel Moon,
come in my dream,
let my soul touch
your blue light stream!

Angel Moon,
open my eyes,
put stars inside,
make the night shine.

Angel Moon,
embrace me with love,
see the white sparkle
like snow in my room,
make me forget all
the worlds gloom...

Angel Moon,
come in my heart,
cast your moon magic
on me, let our souls
never be appart!

......no♥r ......
Mermaid Dec 2012
oh goddess of mysterious

Luna!Shine upon my mind -

your palce skin makes

me see just you,

I'm blind for the

dark spirits in world -

This night I sacrifice

myself to you -

please drink my

pure red blood,

My Goddess -Cat

with cold intuitive heart,

I feel your moon-breath

spread on me above.

Let me touch your

silver glow circle,

make my mind open

for this wonder.




.......No♥r .......
          november-12-
Bastet is egyptian Goddess -cat ~
Mermaid Jul 2015
We are both not of this world,
my brother of fate, my bhai
my heart roaming high in the angel crimson down,
your eyes looking eagerly to discover mine -
your world is there, but both we are on the same side
the same universe and sorrow of life, we are two birds in cage
and wanting to fly, while our wings are bleeding
my lips reflect the need of yours to meet mine,
my cheeks so flushed adored by you as the sun,
your cage is there, but we both caged on the same side...
Melting in my look, sweet pain of desire in you,
igniting the fire and love, I am the last saved bird
with white feathers of light, yet still closed
when you'll take me from here, my fate?
{november 2014 }
the word "bhai" means "brother" in hindi
Mermaid Jul 2015
Give me just one innocent touch,

My lovely sister of compassion "

I just need your blushed cheeks

Like an apple in time of harvest

To caress them as the feather

Fondled by gentle wind,

Don’t step back, don’t go away!

Leave me just a little innocent kiss

My lovely sister of memories,

to refresh my blurred senses

to feel the warm sun of your heart.

Leave me just an innocent kiss

On your honey lips,

Kissed so many times by your lover

To melt in your sweet nectar

Endlessly longing for your look,

My lovely sister of childhood,

To hold you in an innocent hug

As I'm your bhai from land of sugar cane

Where the vast lakes merge with horizon...

I want only that from you,

Is my desire not innocent?



© n.nour
I wrote in November 2014
Mermaid Jun 2013
There were three brothers,
once upon a time,
in a far away land
living with all memories
behind -
They had just one treasure
in the world -
little cute sister
as miracle of all girls,
She had long golden plait,
she was delightful and fine
in snow white dress,
they called her Lina,

One day with cold rain
and darkness from skies,
the evil witch spelled on
her magical cast,
transforming her body
and soul in the single
apple tree, she hoped
the magic forever to last...

The tree bears golden
apples with scent of love,
The witch didn't want to
take her cast away,
she looked her in the
crystal ball,

Her three brothers were
sick from deep sadness,
with her the sunlight was gone,
and their mind sank in madness.

The witch felt pity on them
and turned them into three
mysterious dragons, who flew
and fought in the night -
They were red, yellow and green,
They slept under the tree,
where her sister's soul was in,
started to cry with dragon tears
for her loss, even to die they
didn't fear, just to have her
again in their arms.

But most of all the Red dragon
missed her, from his warm
painful teardrops, a golden apple
turned into young beautiful girl,

There she was again!
with her golden long plait,
made of love and jasmine scent.
She appears and covered the sunlight
with her magical smile...
The witch was so old and helpless
in this time,
So it was the moment for the
Dragon fairy to come -
she sprinkled her dust
on Red Dragon, until
of charming brother prince
he had his form...

And then on Yellow and Green,
Never such fairy wonder was seen!

since all the time we knew
from the tells of fairies,
We could easily guess
in the end, they both
were happily .......
married.


.......nour......
       may-013
fairy tale like ~
Mermaid Jun 2013
He was so still, as frozen
tough he was alive,
his rough skin had color
of mud and rain with dust,
his eyes looking
helplessly obsessed
by the taste of fresh blood,
mirrors of the prey -
like ancient God of Evil,
master of the Nile,
he swam calmly hidden
in the mud and sand...

His open mouth -ready
to **** had sharpness of knife,

A little girl in pink came
in front of his sight,
looking with curiosity
his deep empty eyes,
"Can i take him at home, papa"
she almost cried...
'he isn't alive now, sweetie,
he is just -- paralyzed"

-nour-
June-013
Mermaid Jul 2015
In the dusky sky –
Two birds are falling,
The distance between us
Broken space and time
I'm asleep, wrapped
In my dream like an
Iris chalice,
Your are awake, closed
Behind the doors of
Your hopes, waiting
Waiting for the moment
To come, and moments to
Pass, waiting my waking.
In the clear night sky
Two stars are falling.
dream, fantasy, sad
Mermaid Mar 2014
She was roaming on the wings
Of free winds, blessed
With everlasting dreams
Running in the garden of Eden,
Enjoying the fields of deep green.

Until she was lost in the endless
Labyrinth
A lonely sparkling tree caught
Her eyes, without to realize,
A soft whispering voice :
Come and touch me,
I'll give you a magical gift!”

She was tempted, full with
An innocence of child,
Always curious of what
Was around and inside,
She didn't see the way …

While hiding from her sight,
He followed her " wild fire
Of a tiger in his eyes,
Adam saw her naked body
Waving golden curls,
Smooth skin shimmering
On the sun so lovely…

:: mermaid ::
August-013
Mermaid Mar 2014
Under the radiant tree
The time was frozen
She was standing still breathless
Just her green eyes fixed on the fruits
Maybe it was an apple, pear,
Peach, pomegranate...who could say?
Eva longed to touch its soft surface
To taste its juicy nectar, even though
She possessed the Paradise,
Was she really happy in this time?


:: © 2013 mermaid::
--August --
Mermaid Mar 2014
There is a mystery out there,
Please, come fast Adam!
Where are you lost?
- I'm hidden in the grass,
behind you, following your
every step, like in the past.

-Come here, crazy boy
and see the hypnotizing light
of the tree…
- No! Not this one! Don't
dare to touch it! Deep sadness
and misfortune are in its leaves.
- But I just can't resist! did
you listen whisper? Oh, lovely
creature in golden green!
- Don't dare, against the will
of our Master!
Snake: who is He? Have you
Seen his face delightful?

-never, we just listen to his voice
like thunder in the heavens…


-- © 2013  Mermaid --
-- august --
Mermaid Jun 2014
Her gentle naked arm,
With color of the peach,
Stretched in the sun
To the magical fruit of freedom,
in her eyes - curiosity,
on her lips - lust,
on her tongue - desire
to taste the forbidden.
Time and tree were frozen,
No sound, no voice of bird,
No slightest move from above.


::  © Mermaid ::
::  august-13
I just continue the series I have written..and I add just now.
Mermaid Jun 2014
And suddenly…
The darkness in the sky
Thunder once more the
Voice of master
Full of anger, sadness and
Disaster,
“What have you done!
Children of Eden…
Not knowing shame in my
Fantasy realm
I've loved you all the time,
Why this that fruit?
Was for you forbidden
Did you forget?

Eva : dear master, we are
The one to regret, please forgive us!

No, not forgiveness, but punishment
Forever you will accept!


:: © Mermaid ::
:: august-13
Mermaid Jun 2014
Eva is looking at him…
Oh, what a strange feeling arose "
His body is naked, and see him now!
Adam : Oh what sweetness in her
Shiny skin, why I feel my body is longing
To embrace her in sin?

Eva : man, don't look to me like that!
I realize I have a tasty *******…
I'll hide from you with nature leaf,
How much you changed, who would believe!

Adam : Oh, woman, just go away from
My sight! As I'm ill from longing to drink
Your juice as a tangerine fruit, dreaming
to take you in my arms so tight!

Eva : I have to run! here  won't stay
This star night…

:: © Mermaid ::
:: august -13
Mermaid Jun 2014
The snake: Since the end of the times,
I'm dreaming for this trap, the children
Of God to tempt and possess with my
Evil plan!
But who allow me here to crawl?
The tree of knowledge has all the power
In world, but God can not order it
Where to grow…


:: © Mermaid ::
:: august -13
Mermaid Jun 2014
The sorrow grips my senses
I'm drinking from the poisonous apple,
Now my eyes are suddenly opened for
The new light of the earth, and my mind,
Still dull, expecting punishment of hell.
In my innocence I never knew,
What is that Time, and space, heaven and hell.
Truly I was living in Eden?

My body has tempting curves,
And my skin is so soft,
My hair has the color of wheat…
My eyes seem like mirrors of lake,
Just in this sadness I could notice that!
Oh, Adam, you will adore my new essence
Of woman and Goddess of love!

Since than my price will be
To suffer birth pains and ages
To go, my life is not an endless joy,
But as a lonely flower I'll grow…
From the knowledge apple seed
Spreads its shining spirit inside me.


:: © Mermaid ::
:: august -13
Mermaid Jul 2015
I was flying

Above the vast sand hills,

Above yellow wheat fields,

Above the green mellows

Above the top blossomed trees,

Above the roaring dark sea,

I was flying

Above many stretched hands

Wanting me to fall,

Above many passed dreamed,

Above many obstacles,

Above many lost places,

Past tombs, graves, ruins

Above the life and love,

Above you –

All I had with me – my wings.
just think ,dream and fly
Mermaid Jun 2013
Rose petals mixed with
   cherry
   blossoms
   scent
radiates my hair
Leaves of apple tree
covers my deep eyes,
   Wild
   strawberry
   juice
is squeezed on my lips
even slight strips on
my cheeks,
   Jasmine
   flower
charming perfume
covers my shoulders
and neck,
my ******* are made
of tasty
    purple
    grapes,
Down my stomach
swirling sweetness
of peach
and orange-
forgetfulness for
absent-minded head,

I'm a composition of
many tastes and fruits.

You shouldn't eat but
only look,
you can satisfy your
hungry eyes and senses,
but not your empty hands,
the love-fruits is for you
f o r bi d d e n.

....nour....
     april-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
I always saw her smiling
at me and at the people
in pure way of a child,
as if she just woke up
to go to school,

She was so optimistic
with shining face of sun,
whatever I was feeling,
her voice makes all my
darkness, fears gone,

She was so wise as fairy,
and all I could say is
thank you, my sweet
granny, for all you been to all!

I always will remember
and keep you in my soul,
You were the silver fairy,
with little silver hairs
and pure heart of gold.

-nour-
June-013
for my granny...
Mermaid Oct 2016
I see you on the other side
Of the mirrored lake,
Your gown in green tulle
Waving on the breeze
Cloudy waters of the lake
Embrace your body,
Your reflection is shimmering
Little sun spots radiate
Your smile and face "
In symphony of green
On the other side of lake
In waving tulle I see myself.

n.nour
Mermaid Jun 2013
Introspection of time,

      Floating gracefully

      Until the dawn

      Until the moon rise,

      Until the star fall

      Until my dream light

      Appear in the orange

      Bright passion glow

      Of your eyes "

      Eternity is there,

      In your warming arms.


      - nour -
        June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
Introspection of time,

      Floating gracefully

      Until the dawn

      Until the moon rise,

      Until the star fall

      Until my dream light

      Appear in the orange

      Bright passion glow

      Of your eyes "

      Eternity is there,

      In your warming arms.


      - nour -
        June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
How many corridor views
I could imagine and see
How many ways and stations,
And turns in shadows
In a distant highways,
I walked on a dusty roads,
Where many steps in black
And white I could follow,
But I choose myself, flying
In my tiny ballerina shows "
Just dancing in the air of hope,
Without to find the real you…

How many roads with flat and
Shining pavement of stones
I walked " to see unique crowds
Dressed in elegant fashion coats,
In grey, red and beige "
But I just turned away to the bridge
Just to follow myself, in my so
Old fashioned childish tutu dress.
without to find the real me...

How many forest paths, covered
With mud and thorns and rose hips
I had to view, to search,
But roaming in myself,
In my only body, my own legs,
My own arms, my own *******,
My own face, my own eyes
I finally found you "
Your unique self "
Waving to me from
The other shore…

- nour -
   June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
When I look into the mirror,
I see myself in million parts
Of me " as some are unknown,
From my far away past,
Some are shining and sweet
As memories of childhood,
  Some are covered with dark "
(but when I see them turn my
head aside) " and some have
my face with your eyes,
some have short hair as a boy,
some have long silky hair of a doll,
some have wildness and insanity,
some have romantic lonely dress...

How can I simply look, observe them all?
Forgetfulness is growing in my soul,
But your image and your piece of puzzle
Here missing, I want to find it in the night
With your red kisses,
I want to hold you in my heart,
To feel the timeless breath of love,
Of my need, of silence and eternity
And look again deep into your mirror core.

- nour -
  June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
Time is restless train,

the more you travel,
the more it irritates
your senses, you see
the changing views of
nature, trees, fields
with wheat and corn,
sunflowers and memories,

Time is restless train,

until you go to the end
you forget what was your aim,
you forget what rest from you,
in which fast wagon you are
how long time did you travel?
who you are and where do you go?

Finally is all the same,
the train is heading to the
last station of endless lake.

- nour -
  June-013
Mermaid Jul 2013
Memories are melting in me
In my mind as an old book pages,
With smell of timeless dreams,
Of ink, fingers, love and breath
New generations are going and
Coming again on the scene,
Just you and me remain the same,
As pair of green parrots in our cage.

- nour -
  June-013
introspection, self-view, memories
Mermaid Jul 2013
I remember when I was a little girl,
Every time I was crying, they couldn't
Relief my fear, even they showed to me
a mirror " my face all in tears,
I couldn't recognize myself " but
They were telling me “see yourself
Now, do you see how you are
Ugly when you cry? You never should!”
And I started loudly…

now I never cry, hardly look myself
into a mirror, but with smile,
I couldn't cry, as your hearts do now.
I couldn't laugh as your hearts now.
But my tears flow every time, when
I see his face in front of me. I just cry
and smile in the same time.

-nour-
June-013
self-view, love, memories, sadness
Mermaid Jul 2013
I received your letter, my heart,
It was late when it arrived "in the night,
And all the time I touched the paper,
So strange smell it radiated, touched
The ink letters with your handwriting
Written so fast, with careful hand,
Kissed it, as I would kiss your gentle fingers.
But it was late,
My blood couldn't stop now flowing,
I'm not afraid to die,  just now as if in
Your hands, holding your letter I was
Dying.

- nour -
  June-013
self view, love, pain
Mermaid Aug 2013
I lost my memory,
All around returned to shadows,
Ashes, little sparkles flying on my
Mind, just I remember a view:
Sitting on a balcony with you,
Cup of coffee, sadness in my soul,
Melancholic air hardly we could breath "
It was something as pressure in us,
But holding our porcelain cups with
Fresh made coffee and milk,
We managed to realize through the
Train of time, this moment will be frozen
There in our minds. Forever.


- nour -
  June-013
please, help me with the grammar!
Mermaid Aug 2013
When something is growing,
It's suddenly silent as a flower,
Stayed too long under the soil
In silence, alone, preparing to
See the light of the sun,
Then it comes to the world,
But until it …turns into
Colorful blossom, there is time
To come and go, then again we
Wait until one magical day we
See the blossom of the flower-heart,
It stays just some days and some
Lonely nights, so gorgeous and
Proud of its beauty. The time is
Cruel, with the autumn leaves,
His soul is taken away from us.
The flower of our loves and hopes.

- nour -
  June-013
please, help me with the grammar!
Mermaid Jun 2013
When I'm in my house
near to the lake,
I love to watch
the blue rain drops
swirling in quiet circles
on the lake surface,

As if your fingers
touching my skin,
provoking feelings
and colorful spin
in my stomach...

When I'm in my house
near to the lake,
I watch the little stones
in my zen garden
imagining the silence
of the high Planets
listening the cooper bells
gentle voice singing,
somewhere a sudden
noise of bird moving
the green leaves with her wings

As if with you on the grass
relaxing, with closed eyes,
your silence is melody which
melts my heart inside...

-nour-
June-013
Mermaid Nov 2012
Close your eyes now,
feel the warm wind
embrace you all around,
breath deeply,
move your purple wings
The stars are watching
over you in this lavender
night. How everything
seem so quiet and bright...

The magic of field
is touching your soul
don't look to the crow,
the darkness covers all.
You are alone -little fairy
in whispering lavender world
Now is the time for you-
not to cry, just to
spread your frigile wings
and fly with the breeze.

.........no♥r ........
for the love, peace & nature with scent of lavender...
Mermaid Oct 2016
From another skies of the galaxy
She stretches her hands above
The universe,
She has lavender eyes
And often when she cries
Her tears have lavender scent,
She doesn’t understand the logic
And the primitive abstractions
Of your logic, enough for her sight
Is the tranquility of the lavender sun,
Without any form is her smile
Under amethyst crystal aura
She is waving in your world
Prominently.
She is my shadow unknown.
Mermaid Oct 2016
All I know is the sense of being

Growing butterfly wings
in the shimmering sky
I raised my head,
looking
At the long
autumn hair
Of the poplar tree,
Leaves trembling
in the cool wind
Until my lavender hair
wraps around
the trunk of tree,

My source of energy.
Thank you so much for liking my poem! I wonder, because I never thought it`s special :) at least in this respect to be happy...
Mermaid Jun 2013
my brother Ami,
from the land of
Pineapples and lemons
wanted to write to you
in late hours,
to wish you good
travel tomorrow
to the desert land with camels,

Please, be safe on the road,
may Allah protect you
in the weather hot!
in endless sand dunes
the time is so slow,
even letters from your
lovely sister are
out of the law.

Take care with the guns
and weapons
and how you wash
your blue jeans...
I pray Allah to help you
in that distant place
i'll miss you as always
drawing your portrait
with black ink.
i'll think of you and write,
and dream to be by your side.

My brother
mon frère,
mio fratello,
saudaraku,
kardesim,
akhi, bhai,
you know
I love you,
waiting you
back
after may!


....nour....
    may-013
please don`t mix the fictional poem with reality and personal life!
Mermaid Jun 2013
Sometimes I just want to hurt you,
without any reason
with vision of your
blood, my brother Alif,

and even feel your pleasure,
mixed with pain, when
I asked you many times
like in sad ridiculous refrain
If I hurt you so much,
if I had another lover,
If I was so close to him,
would you still love me?

You'are so deep,
so in love, complicated soul,
much ready to give all
to your vampire love,
You said just - Yes,
I can't stand the pain
to lose you, sister
or to leave me,
do what you like with
my heart, or better
**** me!

If you slept with him,
so tell me, how many
times he touched you...
feel how I'm bleeding.

"then you prefer your
pain than me leaving?"

"I'm just no one in the
dust without you, honey,
please your mercy give me!"

Sometimes I just want to hurt you,
to feel your pain, to tear me up,
I want you shouting and lose control,
but I knew... you need me, love me,
like your blood - as you are
masochistic.


.....nour.....
     may-013
please don`t mix poems with reality and personal life!
Mermaid Jun 2013
My brother Ali,
I'm writing you
in the silence of
the star night,
when the air around
is so clear and bright -
while you're in your
remote student house,
I'm safe in our home,
locked behind many
doors,

Dressed in transparent
white night gown,
with light blue bundle
around my *******,
around my silky hair
tied,
I want to dream about you
this night -
Remembering your sweet
forbidden kiss,
when you came
so close to me once
when we were in fight,
You couldn't stand your
anger pain and need,
then lost control, you took
me in your arms so tight,

I can't lie -never wanted
to escape from you,
just pretend, now the
image in on my memory
like stamp,
how you kissed all my
face, my cheeks and my neck
.......
All your body hugged me all,
as if in dance,
my senses sank in fog
and dizzy I almost faint.

In this late time, I miss
you, think about you,
love you -
stamp my blood-red lips
on the envelope for you
to kiss, wishing you
to study there well,
good night and sweet dreams!


.....nour.....
     may-013
to not be confused with real life...
Mermaid Jun 2013
when it rains,
each little drop
brings forgetfulness,
in my closed world,
each little sound
brings you away from me,
each cling of glass reminds me
of an old forgotten place -
in black and white - gramophone,
dancing children, empty room,
porcelain cups painted with roses
My white gown on green dots,
Someone calling my name
from so far away,
fading familiar faces,
sound of train,
until I come back in my deja vu
childhood and find you again...

-nour-
June-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
Your face of
sparkling sapphire
appear behind the
night mountain,
cold air mist -
I'm touching
your cool crystal lips.

-nour-
June.013
Mermaid Jun 2013
I was thirsty and didn't drink
from the well,
the sun was so high
burning my lips and tongue,
as far as any language of sands
I didnt know,
the well became a flat
shimmering mirror -
a door to underworld.

I was thirsty and didn't drink
from the water you gave me,
my brother,
turned into red dragon,
fighting for my honor
in the cold illness of
water storms,
you wanted to defend
just me - your only sister,

You came to me thirsty
in a swirling dream,
I carried some water
in cup with dragon stamp,
then I flew on your
endless wings,
In the sun spot of the
dunes I gave you
myself,
mirage was existence
of any well...


....nour.....
     april-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
I was thirsty and didn't drink
from the well,
the sun was so high
burning my lips and tongue,
as far as any language of sands
I didnt know,
the well became a flat
shimmering mirror -
a door to underworld.

I was thirsty and didn't drink
from the water you gave me,
my brother,
turned into red dragon,
fighting for my honor
in the cold illness of
water storms,
you wanted to defend
just me - your only sister,

You came to me thirsty
in a swirling dream,
I carried some water
in cup with dragon stamp,
then I flew on your
endless wings,
In the sun spot of the
dunes I gave you
myself,
mirage was existence
of any well...


....nour.....
     april-013
Mermaid Jun 2013
You are there in the centuries,
standing on the hottest sands

face of illusion, higher civilizations
everyone tried to understand,

For you they wrote so many poems,
books and pages, history archives

the unbearable block stone can't hide
what you have inside your cold womb.

Pharaohs, kings and dynasties are
there to come and go as shadows,

Embraced by you their faces remain
deep in underground finding the truth,

but you still live proudly with the time,
until existence of the earth and sun
return you to the ashes of greatest love song.


-nour-
June-013
Mermaid Jul 2015
Our shadows are drifting
With the colorful kites,
Feeling warmth of the morning
I hold your hand, you press
My fingers gently in your palms,
While walking my gown drags
On the sand
Our shadows become longer
  Until we walk so, slowly
Step by step
You have a gray hat, and me-
My scarf with prints of blue stars,

Reaching the light of the sunset
Reaching the end of our way to home.
thank you for reading!
Mermaid Dec 2012
my lonely pigeon,

forgive me, I didn't

let you in the warm,

I left you all alone

in the frozen cold.

I was afraid from your

soul-whispering wings.

you wanted to come

near to me -

so desperately,

But i was afraid

from the touch

of the Death

in your tired wings

On the balcony

you stayed -

motionless and sad.

My heart was like

well of hope -

How to make you live?

God's hands hugged

you peacefully after

some days,

you remained lost -

little cold feather and

bones on your place.




.......No♥r .......

          november -12-
about real events, that leave many emotions in me so i wrote this poem...
Mermaid Jul 2015
The sound of drifting wind,
The sound of rain drops
On the silenced window,
Sound of graceful waterfall,
The sound of early birds
On the mountain tree,

Can you feel, can you see,
Can you understand
This language?

The speech of sorrow,
Sadness, loneliness,
The drums of happy moments,
Smiles and joyful sharing,
The beats of heart in love,
The sound of lifting spirit
Of two souls in one together

Can you feel, can you see,
Can you understand
This language?

The sound of mother earth,
Of horses running fast,
Of soldiers, wars and
Thousands warriors ahead
In cause, the sound of
Killing, horror, blood,
Screaming of a child,
The sound of night
Of falling stars
of hanging slice of moon…

The sound of planets
And of universe out there
Watching us

Can you feel, can you see,
Can you understand
This language?

The sound of crying baby,
New soul born, the hope
In eyes, the praying hands
The trust in God,
The sound of coming day,
The quiet speech of flowers,
Listen to them…feel…

Can you understand this
Language?
Just i feel this language
Mermaid Jul 2015
Exquisite stranger

Your system is breathing
With a high speed winds
Mysterious nine rings
Swirling continuously
Around your face
With dust, rocks and ice "
Particles of isolation,
Heavy dreams, strong
Heartbeat. Pieces of blue,
White, yellow and violet
Sixty two moons orbit you,
So to feel save, harmonious
Love, for sixty two years in space.
We love you, Saturn,
Your atmosphere of ammonium
Crystals in pale yellow hue…
Attracts our mind, what is behind you?
Deep metallic heart of hydrogen,
Of helium and gases " beats inside
Your giant body…
Where your existence started,
While our dust will vanish millions
Years…ahead.
Inspired by the planet Saturn
Mermaid Jul 2015
I'm a child of Saturn,
  With power and grace
  I'm turning in the Space
  Timeless, vast, sprinkled
  With stars, moons and suns

  I'm always alone,
  In the mirrored universe
  I see my father Saturn
  From far away, sunk in
  Clouds of dust.

  So many galaxies died
  Until I reach him finally.
  His rings of rocks and winds
  Embrace me with his love,
  His heart of liquid hydrogen
  I feel from distance how it beats
  With pulse of pure loneliness.

  I'm Rhea, dressed with light
  Of little moon, tulle and lace.
  You couldn’t see me now,
  My shadow is ahead,
  I hide my face behind my father.

© n.nour
inspired by the planet Saturn
Mermaid Nov 2012
your beautiful lips

continue to whisper -

there, where the

moon river flows..

- You killed me?

- Forgive me, my love!

- Your hands are

in blood of my heart.

- They'll be washed

when the rain starts.

I loved you! - you screamed

Little scarlet red stream

ran down on my cheek

in the gleam of my

d r e a m.

no♥r ~
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