My subconscious, soaked
in melancholy, has
seeped through the cracks
and crevasses which once
did not exist.
And in this ocean of
sorrow, I find myself
drowning

But high school doesn't teach you
how to stop loving someone;
so I know that
the universe is ever expanding,
and I know that you
can't **** viruses with pills

But I'm still trying to figure out
how to make my throat burn
less every time I see your
******* face

We ran the streets
that spring evening.
And I think that's
when I first fell in love with you.
We ran the streets
that month of March.
And that's when the
taste of your lips stained my brain forever.
You left me that
harsh summer night.
And I think that's
when I first felt true heart break.
You left me that
harsh summer night.
And that's when the
stains on my sleeves became real,
and you became a part of my dreams forever.

I'm moving on now.

Learning to breathe again is
Harder than the doctors
Said it would be

Gasping for air
And I find myself
Choking on your
Name

Love can be one sided but I still
Wonder if that is love at all
And then I think
That one sided love
Is probably the strongest
Love of them all
To love someone
Unconditionally, unwaveringly
Without receiving love back

That's true love
And true love
Never fails to
Break my heart

Being with you was like
being in a car
with the gas pedal slammed
down to the floor and
nothing to do but hold
on and pretend to have
some semblance of control.
But control was
something I'd lost a
long time
ago