I used to adore you
And want to be yours
But when all I needed was a friend
You weren't there
And that was enough for me
To walk away

And I'd get out
And away from this place
These people,
These streets,
If only you weren't here with me
Walking through my own personal hell
Doing it side by side

No one would notice
If 1 of 2200 students just
Disappeared
And no one would notice
If 1 or 450 cars
Never parked in her spot again
And no one would notice
If 1 or a class of 35
Never showed her brave face again
So how could my death
POSSIBLY hurt as many people as you say
If they don't even notice the little things
...?

I'm walking a tightrope
Below me is a quick death
But on the other side is you
And you know **** well
I will do everything it takes
To get back to you

Let me in and show me around
Or kick me to the curb
For I refuse
To sit on the doorstep
Metaphorical to your life

Call a                          doctor/ plumber/ priest
My heart is               broken/ leaking/ deceased
My life is                   worthless/ so much better/ over
I'm going to              **** myself/ tell your wife/ Dover
How could you         leave me/ not know/ lie?
I hope you                return my stuff/ come back/ die
I'll never                   forget you/ forgive you/ go away
I need                        closure/ a DNA test/ to tell you I'm gay
Your                           face/ crotch/ top of your back
Is                                so beautiful/ lumpy/ unusually slack
Your                           ex/ mother/ best friend from school
Always made me      great coffee/ feel inadequate/ drool
I will                           miss you/ **** you/ stalk you forever
That way we can      be friends/ get away with it/ be together
I'm sorry                   you did this/ I did this /we failed
I promise to               pay you/ dye it back/ get you bailed
Please don't               leave me/ show the Polaroids/ write or call

(*delete as appropriate, just delete it all.....)

So when we take our last breath
And my last thought is of you
So when I go to where I'm meant to be
And you go your deserving route
You will be my little bit of Heaven
In my world full of Hell.