since lies are sweet
and the truth is bitter
i'm not surprised
i liked you better

Disinformation
misinformation
what
in tarnation
is going on?

Medication
education
isolation
procrastination
what in tarnation
is going on?

Solitary
solo
she's eaten
the last Rolo

can things get any worse

Maybe
it was a dream, fairy-tale
real for him

when he came in and saw me
lying on the bed
without waking up

Maybe
he first looked for a while
until it, all of a sudden, happened by itself

and was done quickly
I screamed
and he fled confusedly

Maybe
he wanted to stay, satisfied, to continue
enjoying my sleeping beauty

A voice asked where we were
I walked out, through the garden
and overlooked the street

Can I give a girl anything  
Except what she wants

Im sitting here with my heart
right up in my throat
and I swallow,
These last few days have just been so low
and I don’t know if I have the strength
that I need to climb out right now
I keep digging myself deeper
and fill my hole with liquid courage
to make me forget that I have none
This is just another episode to ride out
but man, I’m so f*cking tired of crashing