our love was never clear
such a beauty
in disguise

our love was never happened
getting weaker
but sharper

only in my head
does it exist

being far away from you
brings back what once fade a little
just like staring
at dusty window on a rainy day
reminds me of
how much i miss the sun

or
soaking my feet
into piled up snow
reminds me if
how cold
you could ever be.

you fill me
with honesty and love
absorbed in every sip of
alcohol we taste
bleeding with no scars
left in the surface
guess this is why
they name it
drunk
in
love.

talking about last night dust
i can promise you
miles of sand dunes
only to fill
your empty lungs
breathless.

or we could
move our souls away
to the north
so the loss of time
will be forever
painless.

as my burned tongue sipping
cup of chai from overrated coffee chain
blown steamy spices
through inches of my wrecked
choked veins drowning in
blood.

the fall night air
makes it too cold and
heavy to breath in
people talking sounds
so foreign to this brain
strangers.

all clothed with
darkness
on them
skin ain't feel so
naked as before
i cannot sense you
warmth.

For every silence in chaos
Sing me a nicely written lullaby
On a thousand layer of cashmere
So high you can't feel the rush

For every heart in disguise
Bury me in your sanctuary
On a thousand layer of curved saber
So deep you can't see this thirst of touch


10/14/16