I drive down the evening road sun setting.. Cool air from the summer night is my air condition. I can't remember the last time I even worried about anything.. That's what scares me. Am I allowed to have such peace..  Everything about the drive reminds me about how beautiful life can be.. My family is healthy and happy,   My truck is running good, My bills are paid, And I am at a perfect balance..  It always seems to me that malevolent spirits feed off of people like me..  The ones at peace with themselves..  They want to take the luster away from such a diamond..  Just because its beautiful.. But I will ride this wave until worry does come back.. Its all I can do..  The sun setting horizon has purples and oranges that only God can paint.. Wow!  I make a U turn back home..  Here is to hope and peace!

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*When I saw grandma was spinning yarn at moon
Mother's lullaby was just a fairytale
The measure would not have to weigh the legs
Flew colorful kites in the sky
Had a chat with friends at idle hours
The dreams came but never went with wind
We, all friends were wandering in a fairyland
The words of the poem as the rain came
She loved to hear the poems
When romance flowed with blood
Air, flowers said Spring
When in a lazy Summer afternoon  
She stood at my door
Sitting beside me
Sang a song of future
Lost ourselves
When time moved in the forth dimension  
You and me
Sometimes Sunshine,
Sometimes Rain
Horizon spoke with Rainbows
Then dreams played with my blue Sky
And I was bright as the Evening Star
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@ Musfiq us shaleheen

If your walking down the street ,and some stranger ask for some change,dig in your pocket or purse.
      Someone in your crowd mentions they're hungry but doesn't have any money ,don't wait to hear it twice. Be nice get a bite.
        It's a very hot day . The mail carrier is putting mail in your box think fast and offer him a cold glass of H2O.  
       Each day you do a good deed.  it can lead to wonderful things for you.

I love you all, not with a sinful human kind of love.
But with the Love that is unconditional supernatural Love.
For this Love does not condemn nor judge anyone period.
But accept you for who you are a broken person needing loved.
A person can not live a normal life without human relationships.
For everyone desire is to love others and be loved in return.
Once we accept that we are all broken and need to be loved.
To see one selves faults, sins, and failures then it shall be easier.
To love others, especially those whom feel unworthy of love.
For being loved is by far more valuable then pure gold.
For what good is having money and no one to love you.
For a person with much love has more wealth then a rich one.

Even though I been blessed here by Christ, my Savior God.
My needs and desires always brought out my disobedience.
For my fears kept me from trusting the only one that could save me.
Still he did not give up on me, he waited for me to look to him.
Only once I came to understand the truth that my fears were unfounded'
Only after realizing that I was making things worst through my doubts.
Even though I allow the evil one top gloat, Christ never gave up on me.
After seeing everything clearly, I realize that Christ was all that I had.
He was all that I really needed as well for he was my supplier.
Even though my failures , he was still successful within me.
For it took my failures to reveal his existence to this world.
For it was not me, never me that accomplished these things.
I struggle everyday , but Christ Spirit within us always overcomes.
For he was not put within me to conform into my weakness.
But he was put in me to become my Source of Success and strength.

The worst struggles that I have encounter, are the attacks in my mind.
The you are worthless or you are no good the attacks on me through my mind.
Overcoming years of emotional attacks from the enemies of my God.
Are still there reeling their ugly head , when I think that I been set free from them.
Still all that I can do is to know that they speak nothing but lies.
That everything that Christ says about me is the truth, not them.  
For Christ had come into this world to die a sinful person death.
Then rising up to life again to give me life abundantly as well as others.
For if we shall come to him admitting our sins and failures as well as admitting he is our only Savior.
Then he shall come down and live within us sharing bread with us.