It kills me;
A random thought,
Of madness,
Of sadness,
Of guilt.
Nothing more than a coward,
Afraid of facing demons;
Became one.
Indifferent towards himself,
Sympathetic towards others.

It kills me;
What hope I say,
Is hope I cannot hold on to.
I drag you down, unknowingly;
I tear you apart.
Just like what I do to them.
I'm sorry.

It kills me;
That we see each other without saying a word,
A broken record in repeat.
Getting close but I guess never close enough.
A movie nearing ******,
Yet never there.

It kills me;
How I can't say a word,
When it's all about to explode.

I'm sorry;
I doubt you would even feel the same;
If I told you,
Would you still see me the same?
It kills me.

You may have fallen
But, you can rise again
Just dust yourself off
Continue on my friend
Let the battle build your strength
Have a great heart
Move forward in a positive light
Be the one who provides a valuable spark

A kiss just a kiss until you
   Find the one you love,
A hug is just a hug until
you find the one you're
   always thinking of.

A dream is just a dream
   Until it comes true,

Love was just a word until
   they day I met you.

You get so mad
when I'm half in my head,
mostly because I write,
what I really should've said.

They say there are people
that you get to know
and there are people
that you already know
I don't know what you saw in me
or why you waited for me
on that salad bar outside
or what kind of connection you felt
but I felt like our souls
have been friends for a long time.

On the nights that I find myself
walking the streets we walked
entering the art store where we met
it doesn't even matter if I'm alone
or with a bunch of friends
there will always be that voice
in my head telling me, this is it
this is where it happened
and I let it all go
I let you go.