Its a long road into the unknown
All your insecurities & all of your fears
All seem to be there and never disappear
Constant battle between the love and hate
Should you press forward or become part of what aint

Is it just a show your putting on for me
Showing me all the things you know id love to see
Telling me all the things id love to hear
With my mind its so hard to tell
I pick away at every possibility
Drowing myself endlessly with it all
Sending my thought straight to negativity
Then starting it all over again a ever repeating cycle
This is insanity

Heavy heart
Dark thoughts
Will i ever make it through this part
Fades away as quickly as it came
Just dust in the wind scattering across the plain

mental illness is the
most expensive thing
i've ever owned but
never wanted