Minsan, nakakatamad nang magmahal; kasi kung mahal niyo naman ang isa't-isa, gagawin mo lahat para lang manatili siya sayo.
Pero dumadating rin sa punto na pagod na pagod ka na kakahabol sa kanya,
kung hindi naman niya pinaparamdam sayo na mahal ka rin niya.

I thought you wanted me to stay
but i guess that was only me
You told me you loved me everyday
so tell me, why did you even leave?

My family asks where you are and how you've been
I smirk, i say "I don't know. we're okay" confused, "i think we're fine"
I said. "You'll meet him some other time"
Little did they know, we were never going to see each other
Not tomorrow. not even next time

My family asks once again,
but this time i didn't know what to say
I smirked once again, and looked down
I say, "I'm really not okay"

I don't want to be someone who's easy to let go of. I don't wanna be the lesson that everybody learns after they leave; i don't want to be the reason why they shouldn't have done their mistakes because, i know, there will always be someone they could treat fragilely. There will always be someone they could treat better - the way they didn't with me.  

I want to be the one who they could treat better. I want to be the correct one after every lesson and mistake.
But sadly - or thankfully, i'm not.
And now, people go run their lives to live them correctly, to pursue their loved ones because they know what they did was wrong; they learned a lesson.
And that is, sadly, because of me.
And i, god forbid, will always be the tutorial;
i will always be the lesson;
and i, will always be the perfect mistake.

If you're too scared to tell me how you feel; if you're too scared to tell me that you don't feel the same anymore,
trust me, i would understand.
Don't make me a fool out of you.
Tell me as soon as you think that you feel that way.
Tell me that you hate me,
tell me that you cant handle the difficulty anymore,
tell me everything you want to say.
The words that i don't want to hear yet i need to hear - just say it anyway.

Words unspoken
Her heart is broken
Stubborn to quit  
Her love for him was far too great
She couldn't admit