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Quietly, now,
the words settle in my brain
with softer edges than before.
Shapes your mouth made
piece together, delicately, now
I look for the cause.

Patiently, now,
I hear your voice in pastel tones:
my spectrum blurs the shout.
A storm I only helped grow
settles silently, now
my eyes are on the ground.

Carefully, now,
I keep my own shades pale
enough to match yours.
Words coming out faint,
we sit, quietly, now
I understand the score.
 Sep 2017 Lou Gato
SB
Just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
I know I am crazy and unbearable sometimes but have a heart of gold if required
I always have a pasted smile only because I am scared to be left behind
Feeling of being judged haunts me all night long and that's why I try to fit in others shoe right
Standing strong for everybody to lean on, covered in makeup so nobody can inspect me marred
To find the objective of the never-ending journey I need somebody to stand by my side
Stay strong or be crazy just like me but just for once stand by my side
No tags or ties ... only you by my side
Maybe the pain of being stabbed will be gone
Maybe I will learn to survive the deplorable
Maybe acceptance will overtake my world
Maybe for once ... just stand by my side
No tags or ties only you by my side ...
 Sep 2017 Lou Gato
Victoria
"I love you"
"I Hate you"
Really though they are the same
The more you HATE
The more you show how much you care
The more you LOVE
The more you're open to despair
"I love you..."
"I love you...."
"I LOVE YOU....."
Like I'm pleading for you to need me
Like I need you to want me
Your attention is all I want
Your touch is all I need
I scream in my own head over & over
And it's so good!
Until
I can't take this anymore
Until
Maybe I don't want you to need me
Until
Please stop touching me
Until
Why are we still doing this
Until
"I hate you"
EVERY thing about you makes me mad
Your hair
Your eyes
The way you speak like you KNOW everything
News flash
You don't
"I hate you"
The way you walk
The soft skin you have
The way you held me
"I hate you"
That you made me feel
That you left
That you're not here
"I HATE YOU"
Not just Because loving you got So hard
But because
Hating you made me realize
How much 'I still love you"

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