Scorching heat casted upon me
Squinted eyes and drops of sweat
The cold pool, a pleasant shock
Oozing confidence in my bikini
Tan skin, mermaid hair
Behold, this is not my life
I'm not that girl
I hate the summertime

Tears roll down my face
Leaving tracks across my cheeks
It seems like the end is inevitable
Our relationship will only fail
You're so far away from me
And we're at different places in our lives
Our love is so strong
Yet so weak at the same time
I'm so conflicted
I've never wanted anything more in my entire life
I've never loved someone so much
But I can't seem to believe that what we have will survive
Through all the obstacles that we face in our relationship
The distance, the trust, our past
It all piles on top of each other
Making it hard to see clearly
Sometimes I don't even know if you want me
You're the girl of my dreams
You're the only one I see
And I cannot get over this fear that lives within me
The fear that we will end and I will lose you
And I won't know how to move on
Or how to continue living this life
You are my everything
You are all I know
What will I do
If I ever lose you

No more love poems to be written
In this heart of mine
Only feelings of loss and resignation
Take over my soul and cause me agony
It seems like I've been down this road one too many times before
And I sit here wondering why I did the same things
Thinking of all the signs I chose to ignore
I wonder if I'll learn my lesson
I wonder if I'll ever heal
Heartbreak takes a toll on people
And I've been suffering for so long
Thoughts and wonder fill my brain
About if I'll ever love again
If I'll ever find trust in another

Straddle me in your pink robe
Lean down to kiss me
As I pull the strings
The sides fall away
Exposing you to me
My hands wrap around your warm skin
And feel your perfect body
As my lips feel your kisses
Soft at first
Passionately growing
You're my muse
You're so fantastic
This life is nothing without you