I love him.
I don't want to hurt him.
I don't want to make him unhappy....

If i were to die, during the autopsy, they would find your name etched into my ribcage. They would find your fingerprints all over my heart. You and everyone else promised you wouldn’t leave but why don’t you get it? And I remember seeing home in your eyes and telling you i was terrified of falling in love with you, And i guess this is what it’s like hearing someone say they don’t love you anymore when you still love everything about them, and that made me wonder if it’s possible to love someone so much it stars tearing up your insides.

So you want me to trust you.
You want me to love you.
So you want me.
You want my heart.
You have it then..

Why does pain  hurt?
Why do you cry when you are sad or angry?
How can we do what we do?
This world our lives
Could it all be just a dream?

Things happen for a reason..
Why can't things stay the same?
Why does change hurt so much?

This day has gone and past.
This day has been bad so far.
I am so over this day.
Why does it have to hurt?
Why do I have to be like this?
Why can't I just be happy?
Why can't I be myself?
Why???

When I think of you I think that you make me so happy and feel so safe.
I don't  understand why I do...
This feeling that I have right now  is different than what i have ever felt before.
You make me a better person