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Cassie and Lia
Or Ana and Mia?
I don't know who we are anymore
Best friends or competitors?
Both fighting for a place at the morgue
As the first snow falls,
Our blood intermingles
In a pact to be the skinniest of them all
And no one else can see
That we're stuck in a blizzard
Doing anything for beauty
Icy veins and frozen hearts
Numbers shrinking on the scale
Metallic blades leaving scars
Pretty pills and bathroom stalls,
Diet coke and working out,
This is all that we are
We used to be innocent Cassie and Lia,
But when I look in the mirror
I only see Ana and Mia
Based off of the book Wintergirls by one of my favorite authors, Laurie Halse Anderson. It's about two girls struggling with eating disorders, Cassie and Lia.
Roll the windows down,
Let the breeze roll in.
Hand prints linger,
Goosebumps plague your skin.
"Mama I've got a chameleon soul."
She rolled her eyes said, "like I didn't know."

A diamond kite riding on the breeze,
Weathered by wind,
Catching on the trees.

Stained and worn,
But working fine.
Vibrant prisms running down my spine.

My compass broken,
Pointing north or south.
Can't calm my mind,
Can't shut my mouth.
Hummed a little tune in the shower and this came out when I got a hold of a pen.
I AM SO ******* ANGRY.
ITS YOUR FAULT I LOST
MY COMPASSION.

AND ITS YOUR FAULT
I SHUT MYSELF OFF
FROM THE WORLD

BUT ITS ALSO

YOUR FAULT THAT I BECOME
THE MOST PASSIONATE PERSON
WHEN I THINK OF YOU AND WHEN

I AM NEAR YOU BUT MY DEAR
THE PROBLEM IS I AM NEAR
YOU TOO LITTLE AND THINK

ABOUT YOU TOO MUCH.
wow this *****
i still remember the bruises left on my hips
from you holding me so tightly as we
made stupid, hopeless love and i
still have the bruises left on my heart          
from our stupid, hopeless love.

S.W
ten words just isn't
enough
to describe
how i feel.
 Mar 2014 Lies Cut Short
mc
since us
 Mar 2014 Lies Cut Short
mc
and I swear
I could tear my rib cage to shreds
if it meant I'd finally feel something again
*(nothing's really felt like anything
since us)
i simply use big words

in a pathetic attempt

to match up my love

for     you

because if you can't    love  me

than perhaps

you can love my words
maybe if i continue it'll word 10th times a charm as they say
 Mar 2014 Lies Cut Short
mc
I will be sick
if i spend
another night
alone
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