I must confess!
I have loved the moon
more than,
I can ever love the sun.
That’s what kept me warm
on the starless nights-
in those nights,
when clouds were thick
heavy and tight,
in those times
when rain poured
and poured,
tiny wet meteorites
unstoppable floods of pain
that crashed
in my flesh and heart.

I must confess!
I loved her too much
and all of her shapes;
I loved her insanity
that once in a month she gave;
I loved her moves
even when she went away;
I loved her, I loved her,
I know…
I deserve to be called insane.

Thick red, colored lips
Dark hair, white skin
Perfectly shaped *******
Smooth cheeks
A creature divine,
Reincarnation of Aphrodite.

Big eyes, perfect chin
Long neck, swan lake queen
A body that talks
Gaze, that penetrates deep
Turning blood to stone
In her, Medusa sleeps.

Slow pace, head high
Crossed legs, a mirage
An illusion that confuses
All who dare to stare
Inside her beautiful legs
Hera, takes her place.

Strong will, brave thoughts
Abusive smile, enslaving touch
Dancing in the wind
Fighting, when it rains
I have heard about Athena,
But she’s better than that.

You can read books, paint
Discover things, invent shapes
And you will still fail
And fall on your knees
When it comes to depicting
Just a line, of her graceful skin.

What I have seen, cannot be unseen
What I have lost, cannot be regained
My words that I have grown to believe
They are gone; now empty I remain.

What I reached, I could not touch
What I touched, I could not feel
When my heart got naked, exposed
I pushed away; now empty I remain.

What I deemed true, now it is a lie
What I deemed real, now it disappeared
My eyes that I trusted with my life
Turned blank; now empty I remain.

What I once craved, I do not want
What I once loved, now I forgot
Those that I chased until I bled
They all left; now empty I remain.

They talk.
They talk again.
Again,
Again,
Again!
They talk to me
Again and again
And not a thing they’re saying
I can understand.
But nevertheless,
I listen to them, again!

I look at them.
I look at them again.
Again,
Again,
And again!
I look at their shape:
How formless it is,
Their shape,
Like the shape of the fog,
Like the shape of a snake.
Whispering,
Slithering,
Hissing and creeping
Talking, talking and walking
Around me;
They never stop!

And once again
I find myself
Encircled by their thoughts.
Again,
By their formless form.
Again,
By their sour voice.
Again,
And again, and again,
I’m encircled by their neverending
Stares, tongues,
By their neverending words.

But proudly I walk
Again,
Again,
And again!

Where are you
When you close your eyes
When you’re escaping
Where do you hide?
Under the moon
On a scary night
Or behind the sun
Where the lights ignite!
And if the sky cracks
What will you do,
Where will you go,
When there wont be anymore
The rising of the sun,
Or the falling of the snow.

Where do you look
Or what do you see
On the darkest dark
What do you fear?
A huge monster
Bearing a big club,
Or a big club
Full of monsters…
Which one of these
Keeps your sanity intact?
And when the lights come
Where do you seek help?
On bright horizons,
Or from a lifeless building
Raised and built on death.

But, no matter what you do
Or what your intentions may be
Whatever your directions are
Always remember one thing:
Your brain is big,
Bigger than you can ever be
And to sail it all
You need to do a big change…
Start by changing your ship.

My child,
you are alone, totally
in this sorrowful world;
Your existence makes you hated
yet, you’ve done nothing wrong!
I can feel your grief
but I can’t ease your pain
my child,
I can set you free
but please,
help me do that!

My child,
how’s the sky
do you like the view?
Can you see a little blue?
I bet you can’t
and I’m the one to blame
so start hating me
will you,
before you start hating yourself.

My child,
all these ******* skyscrapers
have they plagued enough?
I remember seeing trees when I was young
but now,
only plastics are left!
But you don’t have to worry
you know,
cause it will all be in your hands
all this useless land…
I’m sorry,
now have fun with that!

Cause this world
is in ruins,
everyone is mad,
so if you need help
please tell me,
and we will start it again!

Seeing the lizard king move
and seeing him dance,
seeing his wicked laughter
followed, by another wicked laugh
it makes you feel sad;
The fact,
that in front of you stands
the avatar of sadness,
the king of the ******!