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 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Tom D
When I wake I wonder
What the day will bring
Will my heart run silent
Or will it choose to sing
Will I sense the tragic death
Of yet another day
Or feel enough true gratitude
To kneel to God and pray
Will I find the joie de vivre
To take life as it goes
Or see my reflection frowning
At the world and all its woes
I never dance now.
I endure my story like a kite.
I float where the wind is old.
I succumb to the beauty
Of my inner swan…
And look for you.

I never laugh now.
I chortle in the dark
Like a loon, hitting -
a rock with my head.
more gone than usual things
but here all along
Longing for technique
in a soft joke.

coming apart in public.
as demure as tomorrow
with every day as marginal
as a wisp of Joy.

departed.

Loneliness is the shape of me.
The hour of my yawning lapse
and the entirety.
I collapse when I swell.
My wings are sky skin
flaking.

My open eyes… awake
sleeping.

My orbits are without Sun.
And my moons
without you.

undone.
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
JasFow
Facing a dimming light to find my way isn't the best idea
But it's all that I have at the moment.
If I face the other way I may fall out of alignment
Teetering back and forth until I slip off the edge.
Even with the vision tunneling inwards
It seems a better path to run.
For awhile I didn't think there was a difference
Between faking and facing it, neither seems right.
I have it all, the apartment, the best friend, the job
But I wake up in panic not knowing what is wrong.
Closed eyes feel the snow melt on my eyelids
Melting before it sticks to anything.
I wish I could exist as long as a snowflake does
Just long enough to show its beauty then gone.
We don't treat the loss of a flake the same we do ourselves;
Knowing that while it's gone, it'll be back.
Of course it will come with a slightly different look,
With a feeling leaving you just as chilled.
These are silly thoughts of a woman who is falling
Just hoping the land is just as soft.
I have to keep pushing and balance the pain. It's what is expected.
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
TBDutton
I attempt for humor
but reach for what humors me

Don't think it vain
it's just how I connect with my fellow human beings

If my thoughts seem sporadic forgive me
I'm drowning the doubt
infusing creativity

I fear I do not know how to write a tale
my imagination recedes under it's dark veil

I wish he could see me
and i him
for an imagination makes us feel like a child again
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Sam
The trains running past,
the buses too slow to catch,
ever-shining street lights
and people's eyes no longer bright --
let's throw it all away,
if it'll all be taken from us anyway.

Let's call it home -
my breath, steady over your shoulder,
you shirt, damp from my tears,
a million hugs and compliments,
the ringing of laughter.

It's all going to fade away:
A house to an apartment to a dorm room,
desperately, hesitantly, found safe havens.
But this --

Let's call it people. Let's call it connection.
How about we keep it?
Hold it tight, keep it close - hold on, and don't let go.

Someday, when Google finally blackmails us,
there's going to be a dozen chats,
on half a dozen forms of social media.

And someday, when this is all history,
and the internet's long since collapsed -
they're going to trace postcard after postcard,
letter after letter.

When I go bankrupt, I'll blame post-stamps.
I'll blame living a few too many countries,
a few too many oceans, few too many continents far away,
to see you all in person.
I'll blame needing to write Love you, miss you,
because this is the girl who thought everyone was going to leave,
and now she doesn't want to give you any excuse to forget her, see.
And I'll still smile at every text message,
Still grin unabashedly at every piece of mail I get back.
Still be so, so freakin' happy, when I get to see you in person.

So let's call it friends, let's call it family.
Let's call this home.
The sound of glass breaking,
shard-rains
Still-sleep keeps my world dim,
in mist
I'm rowing a canoe,
across a black-mirrored surface and--
Someone is yelling
Curses
I pull up at my soul,
drag my mind from
side-to-side
My bedroom door breathes wide
and my fingers twitch
like dying spiders
I fight my eyes open

This is the start
of my day

A bird has flown through
my dining-room window
It ***** uselessly
across the laminate floor,
bleeding in brush-strokes,
dying
then still
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Elle
Seeing her name on my screen made my heart give a  giggle

Her eyes had a whole world behind them, I longed to get over to the other side

I would do anything for that girl, she made me whole, she made feel complete, she made me feel loved, she made me feel wanted

She was my best friend and she broke me

When I needed her the most she seemed to vanish into thin air

She left me for the one person she said she hated

Seeing them together, hurt my heart in a way it had never hurt before

I felt as if a chunk of my heart was ripped out violently

I had fallen in love, I had given all of me to her

Where did I go wrong, why wasn’t I enough
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Sophia L
self
 Jan 2019 Kristo Frost
Sophia L
be her
be him
be you
why not be me
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