Khat can we talk?
About what? Wait let me guess, about us? Me and her?
No, about us,
Us? I said I love you, then you logged out. So, I decided to delete it baka lang kasi mag log in ka ulit :) the next day you said you had an internet issue. What do think, I'll buy that? no your kidding me,
No hi and hello after that.
Why cant you be just as honest as I want you to be. Why everything seems so complicated. Tell it to me, why?
I checked your skype, you had 2 more account for what?
Is me being an overacting actress once more?
Or is it you who falling out of love once more?
This post surprises me a lot, I never knew it was posted in public and I'm glad that you like it. Anyway, this is not a poem (I'm sorry) this is just a product of my imagination. An imaginary conversation between me and my greatest love.
Today is my 48 hrs deadmachine peg. I wish I could share everything through my notes details by details, inch by inch, moment by moment. But I can't, I just need time and more courage for this, Giving up is not my type, but this time I guess, I need to and Fate begging me to do the right thing. For heaven sake.
He teaches me how to love a person and he told me that "Love is more about giving than receiving" That's the time I realize, how much I love him, that's why I let him go, I let him be with the person who can give him a life that is worth living for and be with the person who makes him proud, ung tipong taas noo, winner, trophy ganun. I know, everybody knows I'm not that kind of person, maybe I am, but too much, not really, he was the only person who believes in me with the things that I can and I cannot do.
He also teaches me how to settle, according to him, don't settle for less. I guess this is the reason why he didn't choose me. He never believes in forever, not as much I do but look, he's getting married. No hard feelings,I am so so so so happy seeing him on his wedding day but of course, I'm not invited. I can't wait for their pictures posted on social media at least, that will be the last time will see his eyes smile. Soon, God will redirect my life into more meaningful and worth living LIFE. Thank you for your time reading this short letter of mine as well as my imaginary conversation.