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 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Always wondered how it will feel
When the blade touches the very first surface of my skin
The sense of confusion whether to cut or not to cut
But now, I guess it was a tool of relieve of all this pain around me  
All the fake words and people
All the False promises that were made
It gave a sense of numbness towards all of it.
What now?
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
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 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Do you want to know why I use a knife? Guns are too quick. You can’t savor all the… little emotions. In… you see, in their last moments, people show you who they really are. So in a way, I know your friends better than you ever did. Would you like to know which of them were cowards?
 May 2015 Kelly
Kelvin
Bye
 May 2015 Kelly
Kelvin
Bye
Oblivion cloud around me as i see you,
Galaxies crashed into me as i kissed you,
Time traveled as i touched you,
Tell me, do you have these feels too?

You left me, left me all alone here,
now i, I shall disappear,
now it , now it all seems clear,
hey, this is heartbreak on a whole new tier.

tell me this is a myth,
now i'm on a cliff,
Listening to a riff,
I jumped uh oh, this is not a myth
rip feelings
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Pain
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Immense
Overwhelming
Killing
Pain.
Pain pierce through my heart like a sharp spear.
I can do nothing about it.
I guess I'm numb from everything else.
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Death
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
I want to end it
But people tell me not to
But ending it will set me free
Everytime when I sleep
It will haunt me.
Is death the answer?
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
Best friend?
 May 2015 Kelly
Gun Boy
You used to be my best friend.
You used to be the person I trusted.
Now.
We are back to just how we were.
Strangers.
You told my secrets.
You rip my life apart
You rain destruction on what I protect the most.
Is this what you wanted all these while
I sacrificed so much for you.
Endured all the pain
Stood by your side when everyone deserted you.
I'm shattered.  
I'm giving up.
Because I only exist when you need me.
Written by a mortal that endured so much.
 May 2015 Kelly
Jane
Sanity
 May 2015 Kelly
Jane
Insanity is what she is,
Clarity is what she please,
Mortality is what she sees,
Voracity is something she ease.

Mendacity is what she speaks,
Tactfully is something she weaks,
Alchemy was never in her clique,
There kicks in her cavity.

Calumny writes above her head,
Casualty says around her dead,
Pageantry living on her bed,
Banditry was what she hid.

Centrality was all she craved,
Depravity waited for her traced,
Fatality made her braced,
Gallantly now she fazed.
For fun lol
 May 2015 Kelly
Madeysin
Theory
 May 2015 Kelly
Madeysin
Of atheism, you want to be the God of your own life.
 May 2015 Kelly
Kelvin
Hurt.
 May 2015 Kelly
Kelvin
apology accepted,
trust denied.
 May 2015 Kelly
Jane
Deja vu
 May 2015 Kelly
Jane
Could you pass me those cigarettes,
So I can smoke this pain away,
My death is seen well preset,
There should be no delay.

Drown my thoughts with your flame,
I think I'm the one to blame,
To you I brought upon shame,
And this was just a little game.

Cut my bleeding heart in two,
Your name written on it like tattoo,
We feels like a long lost deja vu,
And now my lungs are imbue.

All of these calm waves tonight,
I'd tell myself it'll be alright,
All I'll have to do is close my eyes,
And bid the world goodbye.
I prefer drugs over you
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