It's been a year
Since I touched you

I still remember
Your rough movements
The warmth of your skin
Soft moans that escapes my mouth
And pleasure that you brings

It's been a year
And it's still haunts me

I adore you from afar
not expecting anything
Admiring you
is the sweetest inspiration

But a chance came,
you started to notice me
And one day
you message me out of nowhere

I feel butterflies in my stomach
and started to scream under my pillow
I can't suppress my emotions
and start telling it to my friends

But I've noticed
a lot of red flags
all over you
But still I like you

I still continue talking with you
even though I knew
that you will not like me
I still take the risk

And gave you my body
without any hesitation
And now I'm Just laughing at myself
Because I knew that it's it the only thing you will like about me.

And now you're gone.
...

Help,
I can't express myself
I want to change
My old habits
From the past

Freedom,
To be free from my cage
That was built
Even before
I was born

Need,
The love
That was being denied
From me
Since I start breathing

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A lot of things happened
A lot of money has been spent
A lot of opportunities is knocking

Good things are keep coming
And I open my arms accepting
Making myself grow and better

Indeed,
2022 is full a year of surprises and blessings

You make me smile
You make me laugh
You make me love everything
You make the color shine brighter

I keep trying to fool myself
I keep denying the signs
I keep lying to my friends
That I wasn't falling for you.

Each time we talked
Desire is taking over
Talking our next scorching escapade
Aroused my untamed imagination

If only I can move the time
Where I can have you all the night
I'll trade a piece of my soul
Just to satisfy my lust

I miss you
But not the way i used to
I love you
But not fierce like before

Something had changed
Since that day

The day where you left me
You left me alone in the darkness
Made me wonder
Why?

Yet you came back
And I accepted you again
And that is my greatest mistake
Coz everything had changed

Curly hair
That I like to play
Chocolate eyes
That melts me when it stares

Hot kisses
That I love to reminisce
Rough touches
That makes me wet

Ohh dear,
You're dangerous to my system
You scares me
But playing with you makes me alive

Hot touches
Loud moans
Dripping sweat
Rough movements

That was my memories of you
The desire that we shared that night
Haunts me every time I go to bed
Making me to lust you more