I
warned
you of my
toxicity, begged
you to abandon me,
but you were too far gone
living in ignorance of
our perpetual fate,
absorbed by
a hope
for eternity.
At last you finally see
I stole you, like the others,
****** the life from your heart.
My mind is tainted, owned not by me
but by my godforsaken crewel anxiety.
I never deserved your love, my dear
but you fell for my curse even
when I constantly remind
that my specialty lies  
in the incapability
of ever being
loved

I am a lost soul
finding myself solely through
my chaotic words

He will lift you
Rapidly
Into the clouds
Making it feel like fate
As if the clouds
Were really going to hold you
Up there with him
Silly you
People like him
Aren't supposed to stay
They’re made to drift and wander
And when they move on
You can bet you’ll feel
Every **** second from that fall
And you’ll wonder all the way
Why the ******* let him take you up that high
When you’re afraid of heights
Every second will feel
Both extremely fast and eternal
And believe me
You will wish for it to end
To hit the ground
Even if you dread the pain
That’ll come when you do
You’d rather feel everything
So that it may break
Even the last piece of you
That has been tainted by him
But you’ll wish for the eternity in seconds too
Just so you can keep holding on
To a last piece of him
Something that says,

*"Even if only for a minute, I was with you, and you won’t forget"