Fumbling words in the night sky,
Like thunder in the broadest storm.
So you will go down in historic mind,
As not very bright.

Though the stroke of lightning might be me,
You were like thunder above the trees,
Loud, assertive and absolute,
But never available to be seen.

I'm glad such sound was not for me,
And that you passed like a summers night.
Because I have no need for rumbling voice,
Or an ominous noise devoid of light.

We may never hold hands or kiss
and I'm sorry that I was amiss
thinking that you might someday feel for me too
if only you could see yourself the way I do

because I see your flaws and they burn so bright
but to me they're the shining stars at night
they keep me up in awe and wonder
oh how you tear my mind asunder
you make my heart beat lightning & thunder

but what really breaks the walls of my chest
is your beautiful mind of fire & darkness
you spark this passion within me that burns
you throw me for loops and twists and turns

out of all the lonely fish in the sea
you're the one driving me crazy
in my head every night and day
endlessly searching for the words to say

words I know you may never read or hear
but they'll always be waiting for you here
on these pages written with a longing heart
I just hope that one day when we're worlds apart
and maybe haven't spoken in a while
you might think of me and smile
like someone you don't want to forget
because I cant bare to lose
my lady in the valley
my daydream
my muse