You like others I know that
your current crush through the years
me never measuring up
you don't love me,
be honest
you would have let me die slowly
never really caring
not giving me a hand while i slip to depths
shrugging and moving on
pointing your pale finger at my sinking self
you have a crush and always did on others
me never measuring
never good enough

The light goes off in my mind
i think of those times of blame
not measuring up to your current flame
the high and mighty measure
the ruler measuring high
i can never measure up
never meeting your lofty podium
beating me down with your words
disappointment is the day
year by year
someone else better always  
"I love you" you would say
never really meaning it
disappointment is the day
never measuring up