She stands in beauty Waiting for the wind to come and knock off the only clothes she owns She sits strong ready for the icy queen to enter and bring in her army of ice crystals only there to make their sacrifice heavy and tired She knows that her time is near and she needs to hurry; hurry up and make amends with her solid ground and build up another as she falls
I took a shower in the dark today Fully clothed under the warm water Let it soak through every piece Running down my face As I sobbed Screaming I had an emotional breakdown today All of my emotions pouring out of me Every ounce of sadness and pain Leaving my dry throat Painful echos of the screams Of my mother's death I hurt myself again today Let my anger and pain take over Pulling out my beautiful blade Let it run down my arms again and again Leaving angry red lines I left purple and yellow spots I gave up today Stopped holding it all in For a couple of lonely hours Left my sanity somewhere Down the bathtub drain There it goes
Draw your curtains block out the sun let all the hurt in stop all the fun close your eyes as you lay in bed cut off all ties be alone instead dwell on the past and have nightmares make sure they last cause nobody cares sleep in late never get dressed tomorrow can wait no cause to look your best don't bother shaving or even shower what use is bathing it's dark within the hour sit and mope focus on the pain destroy all hope of ever being sane devour junk food and drink liquor nothing kills your mood as quicker lounge around and watch TV drown out the sound of anxieties take your time to do every task writing rhymes behind a mask forget the date no need for a plan it can wait when you're alone man.