jǫrð - Hello Poetry

jǫrð Sep 2022

But I could never prove it

I knew it was you
From the way you fidget,
Fantasize back behind the eyes

The History: I have become an amateur P.I. in the last 5 years.

#investigation

jǫrð Sep 2022

Invisible

Gesture
At the other
Girls
Wait for
Them to
Notice you
The way I
Do

The History: Scribbled on a piece of paper, which I took a photo of and threw in the trash.

#invisible

jǫrð Jul 2022

Receiving in the Office

Beckoning to me
The door open
The room clean
All except for you and me

I lost my mind
There on the floor
You gave me some
I needed some more

Pushed my legs back
Sank in deep
I didn't make a peep
For you, I'm meek

The History: I dreamt of loving you. Dreamt of your tongue, dreamt of your eyes meeting mine in the room in which I'm seated as I write this. That dream never came true but I can use it to cope.

#sexuality #dreams #fantasy #exhibitionist #submissive

jǫrð Jul 2022

The moment I grew to hate you

I felt the light die in my womb
& I wanted him more than I wanted you

Bled out on my side of the bed
Whilst you laid down your languorous head

You turned to me once, crying out and said,
"Stop" and at once I did.

The History: I wanted my baby. I wanted to be able to rely on you but you left me alone in every way.

#abortion #trauma #pain #suicidal #yearning #despair

jǫrð Jul 2021

China doll

Veins blue in pallid
Porcelain skin like China
Stamped out 'neath the Bull

The History: Affection

#god #****

jǫrð Jul 2021

"Come home"

Unattainable
Goals that ask softly for me
To reach skyward, home.