Leave me alone
I was alone anyway
I have no one,
everything is meaningless

My neck was just tied by a chain at a game I won at.
Loosen it and take it off, idiot I will not fail.

And on my darkest days
you told me that you were going to buy detergent
because it was on sale.
I then realized that the world just keeps on turning.

Smiles turned into tears and
my quiet days turned into me fighting to survive.
Tears in my eyes tell me it's no longer going well.
The emptiness around me weighs heavily on my chest.
The silence is deafening, I crawl under my blanket.
Everything is fine here, I am safe here.