Kaiden Lewis

Nov 2024

Liana

I could almost look normal
If every 5-20 minutes
I go to the bathroom to
Cry
Breathe
And take a break

It's really helpful

Kaiden Lewis Nov 2024

A notebook in my hand
A Monster in the other
What would think of me,
My precious absent mother?

Would she be proud?
Or rather dissapointed?
The answer is neither.
She wouldn't care.

Sometimes you love someone you're not supposed to.

#mother #dissapointment

Kaiden Lewis Nov 2024

Poetry

Poetry,
The language that only we,
The freaks of the world
Understand.

Another one i wrote when i was 12-13 years old, i had an entire binder for my writing and it had a paper sticker on it that obviously said "writing", this short poem was hidden on the other side, only to be seen when the sticker is taken off.

#freak #poetry #outcast

Kaiden Lewis Nov 2024

Numb

Who thought that
Numbness can hurt so much?

Proof that nothing is something

#numb #numbness #depression #hurt #nothing

Nov 2024

Liana

*sigh*

One of the best feelings ever
Is when I finally
Get to be alone
And feel the relief of removing the mask
Of a normal, calm person

I can let out the breath
I didn't even know I was holding
And I can finally be
The weird specimen
That is me

After days of non-stop socializing, it feels amazing

Nov 2024

Lyda M Sourne

three a.m.

It's 3am

I'm on the phone
No one's awake and I'm alone

It's 3am

The radio's on
Songs are played on lonely station

It's 3am

I'm in my bed
My eyes are open and sleep has fled

It's 3am

I'm on the balcony
The sky is dark and just quite scary

It's 3am

Some windows have lights
Could they also not sleep tonight

It's 3am

I'm still awake
When will life ever give me a break

Insomniac nights are the worst. And it's been going on like this for quite awhile.

#nights #insomnia #poetry #lonely #alone #empty