All these knives in my back
They don't even hurt anymore
I mean, I'm sore
And it's intense
But it doesn't make any sense
I must be at war
With myself
Tearing apart the insides of my brain
Have I gone insane?
Why do I
Keep letting these things
Happen to me?
Is there a sign taped to my back
Saying "Torture ME"?
"Take Advantage Of ME"?
"Love Me And Leave ME"?
What's wrong with me?
All this backstabbing
Take this pen
And drag the ink into my spine
Use the blood drops as a tattoo design
The scars from all the knives
Will just make it look more divine
Maybe some Angel wings
With a sash torn apart
and "Nobody Loves ME"
Written across the heart
Might as well throw it all away
Throw it all out the door
I'm sore
But all these knives in my back
Don't even hurt anymore