they will constantly tell you
that you're not enough
not pretty enough
not smart enough
not interesting enough
not admirable enough.
ordinary,
useless.
and by repeating it
they'll convince you
that you'll only be happy
and good enough
when you fit in.
Then,
you're gonna try your best
to be what they expect:
P E R F E C T.
only when you realize,
perfection does not exist,
and that you're not
oblied to be anything,
then you'll be happy.

I've never loved someone.
Not that kinda love
which burns
or physically hurts
and makes you feel like
you're about to fly
or burst into flames
at the same time.
I've liked people,
had a crush on a few,
wasted a lot of time
with platonic feelings
but my heart never raced
for someone.
I've never felt goosebumbs
like they say you do
when you see someone u love.
And that feels just desperatly sad
and lonely,
makes me even doubt the existente
of love itself
'cause it seems like it just exists in the movies and books.
Is there something wrong with me?
To be unable to be loved
or ever create a strong bond with someone?
Or is love just an illusion
they invented
to make us think
we can find our own happiness
in someone else?

I didn't think taking decision may be tough
Leaving hurts but staying is also rough
I don't want it, This is enough
Maybe this is so usual in love
Whenever you hurt and show the white dove
I should not accept everything you do and bow
I should start being me and stop staying low
Sometimes never stay, just let it go
Better tell the death sentence than the vow
I know I badly want you but I choose a "NO"

The boy you sit nearby everyday
in the bus
and never talked to.
The lady that you walk by
every single morning
and still don't know the name.
The little old man who sweeps
the floor and seems so kind,
didn't got even a hello from you.
And that's just sad,
because you've never seen
how their eyes
light up
when you tell them good morning.
You've lost the opportunity
of knowing them,
their souls and desperate desires.
You've lost the opportunity
of making their days better.
You've lost the opportunity
of making amazing friends.
And you're probably not gonna have another chance.