the worst part of having a bad day is not being able to cry it out the day has been complete **** all you want is to scream and yell but you don’t feel anything you are numb you can’t smile cause it takes too much energy but you can’t cry either cause you don’t feel anything you’re just paralyzed your heart is aching and you can’t breathe can I please just to cry it out the next time?
everything hurts i can’t seem to find the reason just wanna scream my lungs out i need someone to lean on someone to depend on i need a hug but yet i just wanna be alone away from everyone it feels like i’m about to break into a million pieces
What is it to purge? Why do people suffer Purging makes me numb It takes many forms Emotional pain Physical pain The lesser me Would purge sustenance I purge differently now I purge words Like the ones on this page I purge my feelings All up and down the paper Less damage to my body Nourishing my soul This is how I purge now
One day, you’ll see, That a small meal makes a victory. But until then, Again and again, You’ll keep purging, And pinching, And dreaming; That one day, You’ll be just as skinny, As you wish you could be.