If only you knew
The pain I went through
When you
Took my heart and broke it

If only you saw
The tears on my face
Would you come to me?
And wipe them away

I know I’ve changed
But so have you
So please don’t go
Blaming me for everything

If only you knew
I still love you
And if only I accepted
That we are separated

If only I could
Move on
And forget you
It would all be easier

I remember the time
You picked me up
That was the time
That I knew I loved you

If only you knew
That I
Still love you
Would that change anything?

Thunder storms,
crazed lightening,
downpours,
nightmares,
intermittent sleep.

How different
the world appears
after such
a tortured night.

Grey, dripping,
bleak and dismal.

God must be
in Portugal
working
on his tan.

I feel like
a minor player
in some cheap
film noir movie
trying to remember
my lines.

Shooting starts
any minute now.

****,
who am I?
- mce

Fragile.
So very delicate.
Like the Angel placed at the top of the tree.
She watches over everyone, and makes sure they are okay.
She makes sure everyone is happy and safe.
There is no one to watch over her.
She is too fragile.